dear diary..

2008-06-10T22:48:00.006+08:00

i have like thousands of photos in my lappy right now i really need a place to share it :D

so, i have decided to blow some life into this boring little place. think everyone knows by now, I WENT ENGLAND. SAT ON A PLANE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE (well, almost. the first doesn't count. i only flew over from KL. i didn't even manage to warm my seat yet.) haha. and gosh, i miss that place la. actually more accurately, i miss being with the 5 of them for 24/7.

at our beautiful lodging place at cambridge.

dickens' worlD. must pronounce it with the D behind if not angmohs won't understand.

me and the beautiful zoe.

the super entertaining duo.

buckingham palace!

from the top of a tower at Warrick Castle.

2008-04-08T23:07:00.002+08:00

okaaaaaaaay, i'm back :D

life's been dull. what's new?

anyway, i've been really into jap dramas nowadays. thanks to nira, haha. been sobbing my eyes out the past 3 days. 1 litre of tears really lived up to its name man.. an extremely touching show, totally worth watching la. almost inspired me to wanna live my life better. seriously. But, don't worry. i'm still the same old lazy elaine. hahaha, no surprises there actually.

ah.. puffy eyes. how come some people can actually cry prettily?! i end up looking damn hideous after crying. gah.

that's it. no more dramas till.. forget it. this promise won't even last 3days.

i'm blabbering.

daaamn. that tutorial 13d is still dangling there.. half done, waiting for some smart person to help me with all the disgustingly hard qns. ms seah is gonna give me that disappointed look again. sigh. dread wednesdays.

shall go sleep off all the emo-ness already. damn that 1LOT.

thump, thump. thump, thump. i'm still alive..

2007-12-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

okaaay. feel like blogging today. so no more work for me. back to my old decadent lifestyle i think. joanna and amanda both recommended Witch Yoo Hee. shall heed their advice. haha.

i needa go shopping. can money please drop from the sky right into my lap? damn regret not trying harder in saving money la. so damn broke. gah.

er. oh finally met up with duck today! like after so long please. but she's still the same old same old. haha. pestered at me to wake up at like.. 11.30 to go eat ice-cream. but when we reached there it's still closed! wth. only opens at 4 la. in the end we rotted at mac. tried to study a little but still not in the mood leh. should start soon. must. haha.

tuition today was not boring with eileen. haha. she's still as retarded as ever. haha. p&c is damn confusing. gah.

ok the mood to blog just came and left. next time then (:

2007-11-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

i feel like blogging but there's nothing to blog about. gah this is pathetic. ohyeahh. odac bbq was fun :D nightcycling group7's outing was fun as well :D
learnt poker. lady luck obviously don't favour me too well. sighs.

anyway these 2 days were just boring. full shift yesterday, stood for a neverending period of time.

church today. haha. everybody was engrossed with the cubix thingy. damn mind-boggling please. i'm addicted as well. wanna get 1 of my own! haha. this little boy was teaching me all the steps la. he's like only.. 8?!?! i took hours yet still cannot complete it -.-

and i missed hanging out with jiemeis today.. hope they didn't have Too much fun without me la.. sighs. i'm missing everything all thanks to work. sighs.

hmm, i'm rambling left right and centre. lost the art of blogging already. haha.

2007-11-21T00:44:00.000+08:00

haha i'm finally blogging!! sorry for the deadness here! won't be rotting around much already cos i've found a job! it's fun but damn tiring working at Gap but ohwell. can't complain too much since there are eyecandies all over the place. haha.
thanks to xuelin and cindy who came visited me that day when i had to eat alone! see i don't forget you guys (:

hmm. what else. lost the knack for blogging already. haha. er.. other then the fact that i miss school a little, there's nothing else. i miss goinga gaga over korean stuffs with asnira, amanda and dora! i miss hanging out with faith, amanda and eileen. ahhh. feel so detached from nanyang already ):
i also miss the rotting/bridging sessions with jiemeis. mising out so much. sigh.

tired already. odac tomorrow. vertical marathon training. omg. i'm gonna die.

later.

2007-10-14T01:51:00.000+08:00

okay. recently saw the cutest guy on earth. not real life of course. if it's real life, i'd probably die of hyperventilation on the spot. gah. thanks to asnira's introduction. haha. here, shall share his loveliness with the world.

Hero Jaejoong.

oh man. i've just melted into a puddle again. gotta go pick myself up.

later (:

2007-10-08T22:33:00.000+08:00

PROMOS ARE OVER :D quite a late declaration but better than nothing yeah. haha.

nothing much to blog about for the last 4days. except that eileen, faith, amanda and i finally went shopping together!! haha. bought a nice dress (: guess we were all a little tired that day, so the most fun part was chatting our youth away in Starbucks. haha. love you girls (:

basically, rotted thoroughly in the last 4days. practically became a part of my armchair 'cos i was spending so much time lazing on it watching korean dramas!! haha. cried a litre of tears for hana kimi and surgeon bong dal hee. omgggg. think i'm nuts. i actually stayed up till 7am okay. gah.

anyway, skipped school today with angline. i just absolutely cannot bring myself to end my decadent lifestyle yet. eat, sleep, watch videos. haha! so went down to sengkang to get official leave, and earned myself another 2days of holidays!!

dua na was with us today. and the most retarded things happen when you're with that woman. oh she's called Fat Bung now. HAHAHA. cool, huh.

first we went popular. and we saw this huge poster of JJ. angeline and i promptly forced her to take a photo with that poster. loads of haggling before she agreed. oh, pardon the ugly hair.

look alike right!! hahaha.

anyway after that we went with her to cut her hair at Pro Trim. the notice says:
wash & blow
male $12 female (short hair) $14

cheap huh. NOT. cos it doesn't include cutting!!! wth. what for does people wanna know about the price of washing and blowing your hair. actual price was $28 by the way. haha. so poor dua na was duped into an expensive haircut.

well we don't know all this at first. naturally, being her best buddy and all, i will wanna help her to save money. so being very helpful, i told the uncle she's a Man. too bad he didn't believe. lousy bung la. can't even pass off as a guy. tsk.
they should cater to bungs as well lo. ain't fair you see. their hair are longer than men's yet shorter than women's. price should be like, $13. hahaha.

her new hair. cool, huh? hahaha.

anyway, we went back to rot at angeline's house. forced dua na to study then fell asleep. got woken up by angeline's screaming. no idea what for. anyway, it's nice to disturb that woman. i posed her a few serious Life questions.

me: dua na, why are you so shitty? answer me truthfully and seriously!

dua na: er.. you know. shit is actually human waste. the process begins in the stomach.. then into small intestine.. then into big intestine, then come out as waste, or feces!

me: out of point! you didn't answer the question. no wonder you fail compre -.-
dua na: wait la haven't finish. then you know.. shit is used as fertiliser for plants and flowers. people are a country's flowers.. yeah.. then i am the fertiliser for you people.. so actually i am very useful!

o.o
that retarded piece of shit is amazing.

right, it was boring tuition after that. not in the mood to study at all. eileen was damn sweet la. bought bubble tea for me all of a sudden. OH HAVEN'T PAY HER. shit. (dua na's face suddenly pop up. she's synonymous with shit already. ahhaha.) anyway, thanks my dear! haha.

yayness. eating steamboat with the girls tomorrow. damn, another glutton attack.

i love this few days. if only this kind of life will never end. sighs.

2007-09-09T02:03:00.000+08:00

just read eileen's blog and saw this. haha. looks fun.

You Are Tagged!
Rules of the game:Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end of the game, you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!:)

1. Jiemeis call me evil. everyday i wonder why.
2. I have this flatflat pillow. haha (: and i treat it better than the D.N. Tootsie.
3. I'm starting to need to pee as much as the 2 peeing queens, eileen and amanda.
4. I am addicted to bubble tea.
5. I am addicted to mentos.
6. I think Zac Efron is the cutest angmoh, Jay Chou is the cutest asian singer and Edison Chen is the cutest asian. ( haha i don't think this is unknown or weird)
7. When i reach home from school, i strip a piece of clothing on the way to the kitchen. haha. it sounds wrong but i don't know how else to say it.
8. I bred fungi in a water bottle in my room before.
9. I collect dust, all species.
10. I love bridge! :D

haha. those who have to do this: Angeline, Cindy, Xuelin, Duck.
anybody who reads my blog can la. but jiemeis have to (:

2007-09-09T01:37:00.000+08:00

gah. i'm sick to death of being a mugger. even though i've only been one for like 3 days. omg. this is bad. i want to fast forward to november. sighs.

i wanna go shopping.
i wanna just laze around and watch tv without feeling guilty like crazy.
and i'm still craving for subway and jap food.
what a horrible feeling.

jiemeis! let's go sushi buffet someday REALLY soon ):

miss the feeling of missing.

2007-09-06T00:02:00.000+08:00

ok. i swear i'm gonna go study after this post. stupid duck distracted me with this incredibly cute and hot picture of the incredibly cute and hot Zac Efron! i must share his hotness with the world :D

<3

2007-09-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

hoho. i suddenly have the mood to blog. jiemeis just left my house. MONOPOLY WAS DAMN FUN YO. we should play it more often :D alternate between bridge. hahaha. i won, by the way. heh. thanks to their generosity la.

eileen really surprises me at times. not such a small woman anymore eh!! even though i don't really approve of all your er.. bold moves, i definitely won't have your courage!! haha. wish you all the best man (: hope it all pays off! haha.

watched Hairspray today. and i'm gonna start gushing about Zac Effron already.

omggggggggggggggggggggg. damn cute!!
swoons.
such blue blue eyes.
sighs.

haha it was damn funny. cindy was sitting in between me and xuelin. whenever Zac, or Lincoln in the movie, does something really mesmerising, we will be gushing/ooh-ing/going gaga. it's really amusing to see her turning her head left and right to see our similar actions. haha. especially the last scene. when he kissed that.. whatshername, that lead actress la. ahhhhhhhhh. so damn wrong please. we were hyperventilating on the spot. sighs!!

but the movie was great. just that they can do with a few more scenes of Zac Effron dancing, winking, singing, just plain stoning will also do just fine :D

okkkkkk. back to reality. sigh. 20days to promo! what happened to time? it seems only like yesterday when i checked the Countdown banner and there's still 40plus days :(

i must become a mugger already. i must. closet or no. hmph.

2007-09-02T18:41:00.000+08:00

jiemeis keep complaining about the state of my blog! shall blog a little while waiting for them.

gah. don't see the point of blogging anymore. who the hell will want to know that i have no life? er.. what else can i say. oh yeah. duck is an ass. hurhur :D
so we all call her duckass.

xuelin is wonderful as usual. hahaha (:

cindy is quite irritating as usual. hahaha.

duckass wanna cut her hair again. tsk. irritating. oohhh. we think she's balding =/
duckass: my bathe don't have! o:
er.. i don't understand that line too. hahaha. that's her.
shall go for dinner already (:

2007-08-05T15:00:00.000+08:00

the test angeline wanted me to do. haha. sounds fun eh (:

RULES OF THIS GAME:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

1. How are you feeling today?
Believe Me - Fort Minor
okaay, i want people to belive whatever lies i utter today?

2. Will you get far in life?
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
huh.

3. Will you get married?
The Reason- Hoobastanks
ohhh. well if the reason is good, like i love him or some rich, decent looking guy loves me, yeah i will.

4. What is your best friend’s theme song?
Jian Jian Dan Dan- JJ Lin.
HAHA. SO NOT TRUE LA.

5. What is the story of your life?
Where'd You Go- Fort Minor
er.. i'm always going somewhere in my life i guess.

6. What was primary school like?
How To Be Dead- Snow Patrol
hahaha. i don't have suicide tendencies when i'm in primary school.

7. How can you get ahead in life?
When It All Falls Apart- The Veronicas
okay, guess you have to fall apart first before going on. does it make sense at all?!

8. What is the best thing about your friends?
Far Away - Nickelback
errr. even though they are far away when i need them, i can count on their support?

9. What is in store in this weekend?
Just So You Know- Jesse McCartney
just so you know, the weekend is ending. so there.

10. What song describes you?
Bad Day- Daniel Powter
hahaha. i always have bad hair days? and err.. been really unlucky this few days with teachers. yep.

11. How is your life going?
Everything Changes- Staind
yeah life is constantly changing. nothing ever remains the same. i don't know how it will be like in the future.

12. What song will they play at your funeral?
Ghost of You and Me- BBMak
haha. how apt. i really won't mind (:
sort of like a reminiscing song. friends and family can be so damn emo about my death. i like that. hahaha.

13. How does the world see you?
Graduation Song- Vitamin C
er. they remember me as the person who just graduated from nyjc?

14. What do your friends really think of you?
Our Lives- The Calling
errrrrr. how the hell do you link this. oh, they will think about our lives when we were young?

15. Do people secretly lust after you?
For You I Will- Teddy Geiger
ohhh. some lovesick fool out there probably does. haha.

16. How can you make yourself happy?
Break It Off- Rihanna ft. Sean Paul
er, break it off with some bastard i'm with? if i do have a bf at that time. yeah.

17. Will you ever have children?
March On- Good Charlotte
right. i think i'll march on with my life without children (:

haha. that's all folks.

loads of totally way out of the point answer. haha. had a hard time linking them.

anyway, the 5people to do this are: CINDY, XUELIN, JOANNA, DUA NA, and er anybody else who read my blog la. haha.

2007-08-04T22:03:00.001+08:00

feeling rather bored cos it's a saturday night and i'm home so early!! shall upload some photos (:

group 11's starshaped-fortress-thingy-sandcastle! :D

sir ian mckellen!

mizuno wave run with odac!

gahh. mummy received the warning letter from school today ):
in the end i'm not allowed to stayover at eileen's house. sorry faith! haha.

luckily i had cip today. don't need to stay home and endure all her evil glares. so fun la. even though met some unkind people, thankfully all are sane people. still remember my last horrible flagday experience. bleah.

went vivocity after that. walked around, and ate at secret recipes! haha. the pan-fried catch of the day is nice. so fun to hang out with the girls (:

okaaaay. my luck is really bad in minesweeper today -.-

2007-07-25T22:47:00.000+08:00

omg. i suddenly feel like blogging! so i wasted no time and here i am :D

it's been soooooooooooooo long. the jiemeis have been complaining like crazy. i shall mention about last week. since so many things happened.

highlight of the week: I SAW SIR IAN MCKELLEN!! OMG. HE CAME NYJC (NY MIND YOU, NOT RJ OR SOMETHING) he's such a sweet old guy! came and share with us about himself. no airs about him. reminds me of Santa Claus at first impression though. haha. with his wildly bushy white hair and beard. and very very blue eyes :D he said nyjc is the closest he can get of Singapore. how sweet is that! there was a mad rush for the things he had touched after he left. haha. which included a serviette he used to wipe his mouth (a little gross), the fork he used to eat the fruits (damn gross) and the wattle bottle he drank from (ultimate gross la). lit students are all nuts. anyway, like ms kwok said. the most important thing we got from him aren't all those (not the goodbye kiss he gave her, nor the signature he left behind), but memories and lessons learnt. haha. how true. he advocated on Being true to yourself (hint hint to all the closet homos i think). most importantly, he didn't forget us after that! he sent a box of cookies to ms kwok thanking us for the wonderful time. SO SWEET PLEASE. haha. wow. what a long paragraph on Sir Ian.

hmm.. there was also the Sandcastle project on saturday morning. quite fun! haha. considering it was the first time i actually really attempted to build a sandcastle, not merely push around some sand with my feet, it was so professional looking! of course, it's the entire group11's effort (: made so many new friends. haha. took several pictures but i haven't received any yet. next time then.

that night was also the King Lear play. King Lear was played by Sir Ian, of course!! hahaha. saw him for a consecutive 2 days. he's really an excellent actor. the last scene was so touching. he was supposed to have gone all wonky and delirious. but when his daughter, cordelia, died, it was just so emotional. i almost cried. haha. had a great night with amanda, eileen and lester (:

mizuno wave run the very next morning! i was so exhausted from all the activities i actually had half the mind to skip it. naturally angeline was too worked up about me being late that i didn't actually dare mention skipping it. and i'm proud to say, I RAN 10KM AT LAST. HAHAHA. yayness :D even though the run was damn muddy and there were many Extremely rude LITTLE PUNKS RUNNING AROUND SPOUTING VULGARITY, i still had alot of fun. thanks to peaksiah, who accompanied me throughout the run, painfully enduring my snail's pace. went for lunch with the odacians after that. haha. i love odac!

this week had not been as fun. in fact it's really tiring. damn irritated la. till now i still haven't fallen sick! despite exposing myself to rain for two days. hmph. too healthy for my own good, as i have always said. sigh. and mummy's NOT GOING TO WORK TOMORROW!! CANNOT MISS SCHOOL!! ARGH.

odac training today. pure madness. i can forsee my muscles aching till next wednesday. when another odac training will just do me in again. vicious cycle.. :(

seperated into 3 groups and RAN to amk swimming complex, with very toot backpacks. rather embarrassing when we had to leave the school la. angeline and i tried to cover our face when passing by the canteen. haha! then we had to change and wash at lightning speed, followed by 15laps in the pool. of course, i was the slowest to change again. angeline scolded/nagged at me like mad. wah. worse than my mother la. don't get why other people are just so fast. it's not like i purposely move slow lo. i HURRIED. but i'm still slow. no idea why!

after the rather refreshing swim, we RAN back to school. we were damn gross by then. chlorine and sweat sticking to us. smelly and sticky. yucks. but it didn't end there! still had to train for vertical marathon. once more, i'm proud to say that i've climbed a 14storey block TEN TIMES. yeah! no kidding! :D

thanks to odac MARLINS' continual encouraging. i didn't give up. LOVE YOU GUYS! :D

and it was dinner after that for a small group of us. on the way home with angeline, we started talking about all the differences between us. we're really opposite poles la. for example, i finally saw her crush, the so called 'mini shawn yue'. EWWW. NOT.cute at all. seriously. but she thinks my cutie councillor ain't cute as well! wth! we're heaven and hell apart! i'm heaven she's hell though. heh. don't worry. my taste is defnitely more trustworthy. all the jiemeis agreed so. so there.

i realise there's no mention of jiemeis in this extremely long post. and that is because i HAVEN'T SEEN THEM IN 123456789 LIGHTYEARS. miss them like crazy LUH. especially that cindy yeo. if we hadn't chatted on msn that day, i would have thought she died! ): MEET UP SOON, PEOPLE. WEEKLY BRIDGING THIS SUNDAY YEAH.

helluva post. haha. shall go attempt some history already.

(:

2007-07-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

this will be an emo post! ):

argh. so depressing. my fitness is like shit. can't even run 6 rounds. omg, that's only 2.4km. can't even do 20inclined pullups. AND LAND TEST IS ONLY NEXT WEEK. so @!#$%^*&^%$#@$^%&*(&^%$#@!#&*

ok no more mood to blog already. bleah.

2007-07-01T01:53:00.000+08:00

after joanna's incessant begging, i shall just blog. obviously she wants me to blog about her. oh well.

met the jiemeis for lunch at j8 pastamania after chinese paper on friday. don't know what to say about chinese. think i will just score the usual grade, barely pass those kind. anyway, made cindy waited for an hour! omg. so sorry cindy. angeline and i had to cab down =/

after a very interesting lunch, with an equally interesting conversation, angeline joanna and i went vivo to shop! hahaha. it's fun shopping with joanna. she'll start being motherly. it's a natural thing for her la. hahaha. poor thing. have to go in and out of the changing room to get different clothings in different colours and sizes for me and angeline. hahaha. momsie duck :D THANKS JOANNA! WE LOVE YOU (:

in the end, 3 happy and satisfied people left vivo :D

went angeline's house after that so we can save on food money! we were so broke la! add together, we only have a grand total of $16 left for dinner. haha. dined at kopitiam, bought $3 worth of sushi which were at half price! so actually we bought $6 worth. hahaha. we even bought bubble tea, highly economical eh? then went up to angeline's house to camwhore. hahahaha. took loads of highly embarrassing photos. tsk. so many embarrassing details, which i'll just leave out.

shall post some of the less embarrassing photos (:

... oh damn. the upload thingy refuses to cooperate. next time then. off to sleep already.

adieu. haha!! learnt it from Othello! shall come up with goodbye in different langauges. to er, broaden my horizon. whatever.

2007-06-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

YAYNESS.

WOOPEE.

MIDS ARE OVER (well for me anyway, many poor souls are still suffering. haha!)

I CAN FINALLY SLEEP MORE THAN 3HOURS A DAY.

GONNA MAKE IT UP FOR LOST SLEEP.

damn. i'm really gonna fail everything under the sun.
math was an embarrassment. poor ms chee. and poor me too, the only 1 subject i thought i might be able to do well.
history is *&^%$#@#$%^&%%$#@$#%&**&^%$#$%^&^$.
chemistry is the ultimate worst la! *&^%$#@#$%^&%%$#@$#%&**&^%$#$%^&^$ to the power of 1001 or something. ARGH.
literature was a big joke. i fell asleep halfway and still managed to have time leftover to sleep again. too stoned to even come up with nonsensical bullshit.

sigh. i'm never gonna promote at this rate!!! maybe i should start working hard after next monday. hmm.

haha no mood to blog already.

to all the poor souls out there! i.e. angeline with her physics(Bleah) and xuelin with her history and math. DON'T GIVE UP YET! (:

2007-06-23T13:28:00.000+08:00

hahaha. funny video clip from Be Strong Guem Soon!! cute, korean guy dancing :D and doing many silly things for the girl he likes. rather unrealistic but hilarious. oh, ignore the very cheesy music inside.
cindy! must watch ah. hahaha.

2007-06-23T03:20:00.000+08:00

i crown Circle Circle Dot Dot the most retarded song ever. (yes, beating You're Beautiful by James Blunt as well) omg. what's with this song?!
circle circle dot dot uh huh. uh huh. ok. ok.
like, what the hell?!
come on. even i can do better than that. and people actually find it nice?!

uh huh. ok.

haha. i'm just bored from reading Germany getting de-nazified, when this stupid song started playing on the radio. ok, back to the two opposed way of life: democracy vs. communism.

how interesting. -.-

2007-06-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

ok. i have concluded, with very substantial evidence, that i will screw up midyears. at least for history anyway. ):

just read the convo between mr tan and some 0737 people, some history discussion. i need to read through mr tan's words like 2,3 times just to understand la. omggggggggg.

at least i might pass math and chem. but history and lit?! no way in hell. ARGH. sorta given up on them already.. ):

sigh. sad sad post.
boooooooooooo. =/

2007-06-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

decided to blog again. so many funny things happened these two days. haha. all caused by our beloved He-woman. yep, she has finally decided that jiemeis are TREASURES. not all her other friends who only ask her go play badminton/ go mayday concert la. only WE are the nice ones who can save her from passing Olvls with only TWO subjects (which is chinese and arts by the way). even ITE won't accept her la! took you some time to get scared ah?? hmph. anyway, the ever kind and generous jiemeis have sacrificed our own midyear revisions to help her with her studies la. her chemistry is seriously atrocious. i've vomitted buckets of blood trying to teach her some really basic stuffs.

me: what is the oxidation state of OH?
dua na: er.. (10sec later) er, -1?
me: ok.
cindy: what is the oxidation state of hydroxide?
dua na: er.. (10sec later) er, + __(some forgotten number la)

-.- both of us started hyperventilating/whacking her/vomitting blood simultaneously.

believe me, that conversation can happened three times. omg.

me and cindy have concluded that her brain is the size of a pea. that's why when information enters from one ear, it comes out through the other without much obstruction/retention at all. but she insists it's bigger. so we suggested walnut, and she agreed. hahahhaha. funny woman.

really. the things she don't know. sigh. LI DUA NA. HOW TO HELP YOU LA ):

anyway, studied at Coffee Bean with the jiemeis today. pretty productive! haha. considering that i've eliminated all the common distractions, ie computer, tv, bed. haha. we should do it more often. seeing that there are only EIGHT DAYS left. omg. what happened to the entire holidays?! my history is so screwed. international history notes are collecting dust already.. T.T

HAHAHHAHA. omg. i've just tried something amusing. i've er, attempted to set our midyear timetable as my desktop wall paper. and because i'm not very savvy with microsoft paint, i just pasted the entire screen of the timetable. save, and set as wallpaper. hahaha. now it looks like i'm forever on that page, complete with the X button at the top right hand corner. haha. have a strong urge to click it la. haha. ok this is rather lame. but it serves as a reminder/warning la. motivate my lazy ass to go and study. hahaha. thanks, darren (:

good night!

2007-06-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

lol. just saw a damn hilarious photo of my school's Principal DANCING. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. yes, nyjc. LOL. really funny. angeline, you can go jiajie's blog to see. hehe.

omg cindy just asked me to go running with her at 8am. haha. i thought it was a joke at first. well, apparently she's serious about it. really weird..

i really wonder why people invented this thing called snooze on alarm clocks. it's like the perfect excuse to continue sleeping la. and it's quite miraculous, how even when you're still deep in your sleep you can still fumble around with the clock and manage to press that small button. worst thing is, my alarm clock allows me to press that button up to 5times. haha. by the time the ultimatum has arrived, it'll be too late for me to get up anyway. and so, i continue sleeping. lousy clock.

haha. ok all of the above is bullshit. like cindy have kindly mentioned to me. i am just plain lazy. oh well.

alright. too lazy to continue anymore. oh before i go, the answer to that riddle is: nothing.
feel like killing me? please don't. kill whoever started this. i was a victim too. haha.

2007-06-14T00:48:00.000+08:00

ok i'm feeling damn irritated right now. all because of this stupid guy in friendster who posted the bulletin 'world's hardest riddle'.

I turn polar bears white
and I will make you cry.
I make guys have to pee
and girls comb their hair.
I make celebrities look stupid
and normal people look like
celebrities.
I turn pancakes brown
and make your champane bubble.
If you sqeeze me, I'll pop.
If you look at me, you'll pop.
Can you guess the riddle?

97% of Harvard graduates can not
figure this riddle out, but 84% of
kindergarten students were able to
figure this out in 6 minutes or less.
Can you guess the riddle? Just repost
this bulletin with the title "the
worlds hardest riddle", and then check
your inbox. You'll get a message with
the correct answer in it AND TRUST ME
IT WAS THE MOST SIMPLE THING U WOULDNT
HAVE GUESSED.

haha. and now it's my turn to irritate you guys. ignore the repost crap. yeah. so what's the answer? hehe.

anyway. another day gone by. i've done nothing productive/constructive. bleah.

by the way, slight edit to the previous post. when i mentioned a certain flying mammal. er, turns out that birds are not mammals. LOL. oopsie. it's not that i lack common sense or anything. it's just that i forgot some scientific fact taught in primary school. yeah (:

oh and by the way, again, that irritating riddle is posted by the same guy who posted the bulletin that cindy and i have mentioned. er, that one about guys' view on certain issues. hahaha.
interesting.

good night people (: i'm gonna wake up at 10am tomorrow to run. serious. haha. jiemeis don't belive me. gonna give them morning calls to prove to them. LOL.

happy guessing.

2007-06-10T22:55:00.000+08:00

ok since i'm online anyway when i'm supposed to be studying, might as well blog a little anyway i've just changed a new skin yeah? it's nice la! this shade of green is quite pleasing to the eye. haha. 'cept maybe the boxes. hmm. nevermind. you can't have the cake and get to eat it too. HAHAHA, out of point. oh well.

jiemeis came over to my cave today, again, to rot, again, and play bridge, again. hahaha. it's like a routine la. can still see it continuing 10years down the road. haha. anyway, finally saw li dua na today and received the shock of my life. luckily i have a pretty strong heart. all the jiemeis started hyperventilating, clutching our poor hearts, and all went OMGGGGGG~ at once. hahaha. funny sight/moment. her hair! atrocious! now she really look like a chao ah beng.. omg. her new name is He-woman now. half shaved half long hair la! what the hell. we should chip in money to buy her a wig. seriously. poor her, actually. cos she had to endure a whole day of criticisms from the jiemeis. hahaha. mind you, almost all of us are lit students. tsk.

went for dinner at laopok ol' 147 and went for a walk in the field. haha. sounds like what a group of single, old women will do eh? sad life.

stupid cindy say cannot say too many bad stuffs about her. shall say some then. hehe.
well. there's this friendster bulletin that she showed me. it's about some guys' point of view on certain stuffs. here's a small excerpt of it:

Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.

hahaha. hope she tries it out! omg imagine it...
cindy and some certain flying mammal walking along orchard road or something.. then her hand bumps here and there accidentally... if you have an ounce of imagination i'm sure you can complete the picture. LOL.

okok all the above mentioned are purely my imagination and are there for the sole purpose of irritating cindy. nothing real ok. i swear. haha. feeling better, cindy?

ok. run out of imagination for today (:

2007-06-10T01:01:00.000+08:00

it's 1am in the morning.
so bored.
i'm just here to type some boring drivel so as not to make my blog seem so dead.

pretty much rotting my entire life away in my cave. haha. with the jiemeis.
hmm.

feel damn sick today. arggh. even though i quite enjoy being sick, masochistic i know. HAHA A NEW WORD LEARNT from darren. anyway, i'm starting to feel really horrible ):
backaches and cramps, coughing like i have TB, half my nose is blocked half is running. lol sounds funny. but its true T.T
albeit exaggerated but true. arggh.

alright enough crap. don't even know why i'm doing this.

2007-06-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

ok ok. shall finally blog la. but i seriously don't see any point. nothing much happening in my life anyway. no scratch that, nothing interesting/exciting/blog-worthy stuffs. unless you count pure rotting with cindy and xuelin at my cave. hahaha. yeah i've officially accepted The Cave as the name for my room.

went for cj's Midsummer Night's Dream play yesterday with cindy. haha. quite nice, with loads of humour to keep me awake the entire time. some pretty good actors too. especially the guy who played the arse. haha. not that i didn't enjoy nanyang's othello! i think it's great too! but it pretty much sticked to the original thing. which is great from a lit student point of view. haha. but not from a normal 17 year old teen point of view if you get what i mean. still, great acting skills la! especially xiaoyan and the guy who played othello. haha.

duck finally came back from obs! haha. even though i proclaimed everywhere i missed her, she doesn't seem to believe. hmm. i wonder why. anyway, they came over my house to rot today. and typical of us, we bridged all the way. hahaha. yayness. this word really irritates the hell out of duck. it's working!! heh.

sigh. haven't been doing the logsheet! oh man. ANGELINE. SHALL WE GO RUNNING PLEASE?
sigh. haven't been studying! JIEMEIS. SHALL WE STUDY PLEASE? DUCK. NEED YOUR HELP WITH MATH ): lets cooperate yeah? you with my math, and me with your chem (: cheers to great partnership.

i really need to do something about my hair. the fringe is all over my face. argh. people probably think i'm some hideous freak who covers half of her face all the time. which is so not true. hahaha.

ok enough of crapping. shall er.. go read G.E so i can fall asleep faster. never fails, you know? good lullaby material. i highly recommend it (:

2007-05-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

today's the most blog-worthy day after PAE period. seriously.

hmm let's see..
- i didn't sleep at all in every single lesson.
- i was only a little late for school.
- i freaking ran 7KM, did some 35 assisted pull-ups.
- i was caught for skipping chinese.
- i met cindy and xuelin for lunch today (:
- i survived 2hours of tuition without dozing off.

haha. real fun day eh?

stupid la. can't believe such unlucky things do happen in real life. i thought they only happen in korean comedies. if i weren't the one who got caught or mr kellet isn't involved, i would have thought the whole situation very funny. sigh! my life is screwed left right and centre. shouldn't have been lazy and taken that cursed lift. but come to think about it, my expression must have been hilariously retarded. haha. was too shocked to see my chinese teacher's face when the door opened you see. forgot to fake an agonized expression like i was having hellish menstrual cramps, as suggested by dear cindy. haha. in the end i had to suffer the entire ride to 5th floor in silence, hearing her say how disappointed she was. for awhile, i felt so bad for her! half of our class didn't turn up la. poor teacher. but all feelings of remorse disappeared when she mentioned mr kellet's name ): sigh!!

guess i only have my laziness to blame. from now on, in school, i will only climb the stairs! no more taking of lifts.

ok, now the happier aspects of today. i feel so proud of myself! ran 7km can you believe it. omg. it was such an accomplishment. it wouldn't have been possible if henry weren't there crapping/motivating me throughout the entire run. every single second please. damn, i must have been running reeeeally slowly. yay(ness). hahahahaha. no more running for the entire of this week! sorry cindy! haha, but i don't mind watching you run though.

bleah. i'm too tired to continue.. GOOD NIGHT.

BORING OL' LIFE

2007-05-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

YAY. I'M NOW A CERTIFIED, 1-STAR KAYAKER (:

haha. this 2day kayaking course was fun! but painful too.. both feet suffering from blisters now. thanks to joanna's old shoe. not that i don't appreciate her lending them to me la. haha. but they really do NOT prevent sand from entering. and i'm suffering from muscle ache too, on my legs! haha. weird, all along i thought i was working out my arms. anyway. i'm freaking tanned now. damn. my mother say i look like a malay la T.T

so tired.. shall go off to sleep soon (:

UNSATISFIED WITH ALL THAT I'VE GOT.

2007-05-13T00:44:00.000+08:00

spent today with my mother in the day and jiemeis at night (:

really miss her her la, my mother i mean, cos she only can come back during the weekends.. :(
shall try to be a better daughter! haha. damn, this paragraph is quite pointless.

anyway, it was a bridge-ing session again! what else do you expect when you put greater or eqauls to 4 jiemeis together with a deck of cards? haha. yay, applying math in my life. hahaha. but stupid cindy got the date wrong, and we stopped quite early so she can go home to watch her stupid match. hmph. now we're both rotting at home. bleah.

off to sleep now (:

i've never seen anybody more unreasonable than you. seriously, just get out of my life will you. we were surviving fine before you came and butt your way back in.
i need a time machine..

2007-05-12T01:58:00.000+08:00

ahhhh. i feel like the biggest loser after the interview la. damn. utter lack of talent, cannot contribute, highly unlikely i might be in exco. bleah.

is my english really that horrible?!

):

another 2years with blank testimonial already.

zzahhhh.

ODAC (:

2007-05-09T23:40:00.000+08:00

YAY. I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY LEARNT HOW TO DIVE GRACEFULLY! (sort of, can't really see. but i FEEL that i am graceful) lalala :D

oh and NAFA test was quite an acomplishment (:

only sports don't seem to be giving me problems nowadays. sigh. i'm failing practically every subject now T.T
including chemistry pls. ahhh!

sigh but i feel so tired! both physically and mentally, despite the short break i took this morning from school. been rushing out loads of age-old tutorials nowadays. bleh. nafa test + odac trainings consecutively this entire week, except friday. goodness.. feel so spent now and it's not even thursday yet!!

gotta go back to mr kellet's tutorial already.. zzz.

WASTED

2007-05-04T12:52:00.000+08:00

haha it's 12.53pm and i'm home blogging! :D

such a relaxing week. there seems to be very little studying done.. no school on tuesday, didn't go school yesterday, today's lessons are useless(meaning i skip it) or cancelled. bleah. i skipped so much of school/lessons and was late more than 5times, it's a miracle they haven't expel me. even angeline has received her first warning letter.. sigh.

sigh. retaining seems like a very strong likelihood for me. bleah.

going back school later to run and meet friends (: how am i gonna spend the next half an hour without falling asleep.. zzz.

2007-05-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

photos taken during xuelin and joanna's birthday celebration (:

on a BOAT cruising down SINGAPORE RIVER at 11sth at night.

doing some silly actions. pretending to be on the top of the world or sth..

white like ghosts

attempting to be titanic-ish. failing miserably as you can see.

me and the two birthday girls!! outside Hagan Daz(dno how to spell) eating our cake.

some beautiful nightscenes, artistically taken by ME.

too lazy to post anymore. anyway it was really fun. we should do it more often. have i mentioned that i was the one who came up with this idea?? haha. hmm maybe cindy contributed 1/4 of the idea.. ah who cares.

well about Today.

so gonna fail chem. bleah. depressing topic. next.

water pt today! it's the first time we played games. damn fun! (:

lalala. only dived in once today, although i swear its more painful than all the other times add together. bleah.

ate dinner at amkhub, yes again, with some odacians. hahaha. it's like my second home already.

ah it's late. off to sleep (:

JIEMEIS NIGHT OUT

2007-05-01T01:55:00.000+08:00

what an exhilirating day. hahaha. full of ups and downs. bet all the jiemeis will agree with me, this will be one of the most memorable day ever. labour day 2007. hahaha.

zzz too lazy to blog any further. will continue tomorrow with all the pictures (X

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

2007-04-26T23:04:00.001+08:00

tsk. really no inspiriation to blog. shall post some photos then. haha.

ODAC NIGHTCYCLING (:

group 7! :D

at the supposedly scary mansion =/

RANDOM PHOTOS (:

me and angziqing, discreetly taken during maths lect! haha.

me and sam, at some mrt toilet after Appasionata.

me, amanda and eileen, taken for some chinese thingy.

angeline and i, er.. acting cute. hahaha! guess it sort of failed.

me and xiaoyan at the school library. haha.

please don't ask why i appear at every photo. the answer is pretty obvious. hahaha! by the way all these photos were taken with my still currently new beloved phone :D

hmm. yeah. life is really boring nowadays. i'm turning into a nerd soon! slowly, but surely. i actually took out my history notes to highlight whilst waiting for cindy to arrive la. at serangoon bus interchange ok. cannot imagine right. the sight of me, pouring over some notes. hahaha. luckily nobody i know saw. heh.

hmm. oh. water pt was damn fun yesterday! (:

even though it was damn painful from neck downwards to my thigh. zzz.

couldn't dive for nuts sake la. we were actually supposed to jump and dive gracefully into the water. somehow.. i cannot really quite manage that. my version was to drop and fall painfully into the water. damned.

ah i'm taking hours to blog. shall stop here (:

NIGHT CYCLING :D

2007-04-22T12:00:00.000+08:00

i just came back from ODAC's night-cycling 2007! haha. oh man. it really was an adventure of a life time. it's not often you cycle along the roads of singapore in the middle of the night till dawn (:

it was really damn tiring. i could have sworn my poor legs were close to breaking point when we had to cycle up some 45degree slope at telok blangah hill. my poor hands are developing blisters from gripping the handles for too long. my poor mind so numbed from cycling for hours that even jay chou's songs sounded monotonous. my poor butt so sore from sitting on that stupid bicycle (had this strong urge to kick it down the overhead bridge at NUS, and tipping it into the kallang river) .

but somehow, i think it is all worth it :D
we cycled through so many places. vivo, bugis, telok blangah, town, can't remember the rest already. i've never seen an empty bugis/town before. i've never been to some unknown til ystd, ulu park at 3am before. i've never cruised down the expressway on a bicycle before. the list goes on..

haha. and the new friends i've made in ODAC. from ny and ijc (:
never thought i would say this, but i love ODAC now. haha!

can't imagine i've actually pulled through it unscathed. didn't fall asleep halfway, didn't get knock down by a ~~,car~~ taxi, i actually LASTED the entire night-cycle la. hahahaha. what an accomplishment.

ok.. i can't take it anymore. gotta go catch up on some sleep. i have enough of excitement for now (:

FALLEN AGAIN

2007-04-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

this ain't a scene, it's a god damn arms race.
haha. this line keeps repeating itself in my mind whilst doing history tutorial. it's about nulear arms race between soviet union and US you see. haha. how apt.

anyway, brain is protesting to too much work so i'm taking a break here :D

it is 12am on a weekday and i'm doing history homework. what a big difference from last year. or even 2months ago. haha. where homework does not even feature in my life. everything is so different already. nothing lasts. jiemeis are the only constant in my life. for that, i'm thankful enough (:

shall not be such a loser anymore. haha. i'm so going to be a nerd. just wait and see. i'm gonna walk around with nerdy specs and that freaking expensive GC in my hands. as usual, stereotyping. haha.

going back to qns3 (out of 6) of my 1 week overdue history tutorial already (:

GETTING UP

2007-04-15T00:12:00.000+08:00

ah, as a response to cindy and xuelin's tags, i shall blog today. haha. cos they are right. i am damn free almost everyday, not counting all the homework la.

hmm. woke up and met cindy for lunch at amk today. haha. rot around trying to find a nice and cheap handphone pouch. hahaha :D still very in love with my new phone (: after that, it was doing homework at cindy's house. i'm serious. haha. we accomplished alot today. and i tried reading Othello. sigh. damn difficult la. my lit is so screwed..

anyway after joanna and xuelin join us, its bridge already. hahaha. my weekly fix of bridge. oh and angeline joined us. been a long while. haha. we should do this often. study together in the afternoon, have dinner, and play bridge after that. haha!

ohhh i actually wanted to blog about the choir concert last night. but amanda isn't online, couldn't get the photos. nvm. it was quite good. can see that they really put in a lot of effort la. hmm. walked around clarke quay area with amanda, ben, sam, ky looking for food. hahaha. ended up drinking coffee and eating cakes at coffee bean. like a bunch of idlers la. sitting around and talk. ah but the feeling is so nice. walked around at 12am, cam-whoring. haha. luckily we managed to catch the last train. wonder when will we get another chance to do something like that again? everybody seems really into studying now. me included. sigh.

shall post the photos next time when amanda will FINALLY COME ONLINE! hope she sees this. hmph.

PW SUCKS.

2007-04-08T19:31:00.000+08:00

ahha. can't believe it. my brain has given up on me -.- it's going on a strike, absolutely refusing to churn out anymore ideas regarding Mr. Johannes Gutenburg and his stupid movable printing press. so here i am, blogging, and playing minesweeper. haha. project work should just go die and rot in hell.

haha being highly childish here. bleah.

zzz.

BLACK&WHITE

2007-04-06T00:44:00.000+08:00

hey people! i won't be blogging much anymore (:
life's pretty standard and so not happening. haha.
don't miss me! :D
THAT DOESN'T MEAN THE TAGGINGS STOP OK!
hahaha.

DYING-

2007-03-28T21:21:00.000+08:00

3rd day into my hectic timetable.. seriously dying. classes end at 5.30pm 3times a week, the earliest is 5pm anyway. rahh.
haha anyway, went for my first ever ODAC session today. omg. i don't know whether it's cos my stamina has deteriorated like crazy or it's really a killer -.- went up a freaking 14-storey flat 3times, 4rounds around the track, loads of crunches, pushups and jumping jacks.. T.T
you'll see me waddling around like a duck tomorrow :D
hmm, should i stay on? don't really like the uniform-group style.. first time in my entire life i got pumped by some seniors la. have to say: yes senior!/ no senior! like what the hell. bleah. hmm.. ponders..
ahhhh. i hate pw! what's the whole point of it, i still don't understand. sigh. i'm not exactly the best pw partner i can say. hope i get nice pw mates (:
haha this is a very random post. i just touch and go on things that are happening/getting screwed up in my life. haha. in case the jiemeis complain again you see. BUT they have NO cause to complain anymore. cos i tried dating them out today and every single one of them rejected me! WHO ARE THE BUSY ONES NOW -.-
shall wallow in self pity for awhile here, since it is my blog. resorted to eating dinner with my brother at some downstairs coffeeshop la. how pathetic is that. oh but i must say, he has become more matured :D no longer that childish irritating pest i used to know. haha!
right. should get started on my pw already.. haha yeah can you believe it? i'm gonna do my homework! lalala. decided to turn a new leaf once more (:

SCANDALS

2007-03-25T00:34:00.000+08:00

and i thought my life was dull. haha! such an exciting, scandalous day today. hmm maybe i shouldn't sound so excited.

went NYNY at citylink mall with some of the jiemeis today. to celebrate dear cindy's birthday of course. despite my exceedingly lousy acting and lying skills, we did manage to surprise her. haha! heh. camwhored around for awhile, refused to leave the comfy green sofa. haha. stuffed to bits and utterly sick of NYNY food now.

anyway.. just realised how er..what word can i use, happening, the rest of the world around me is. haha. ok, i'm getting more irritated by the second by all the things that i am hearing about la. rahh. bleah.

standing there innocently inspecting all those hairline cracks that i've missed. watching the wild fire spreading rampantly.

haha. blog + google = answers
damn right it is.

CRUSHING MEMORIES

2007-03-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

crap day in school today. endured through.. 3hours plus of talks?! and lit lesson, most of which i spent doing wordsearch and sleeping. yeah. totally productive.

anyway.. went off after that to town with theresa. haha. spent 4hours plus walking around the entire marina square twice looking for cindy's present. how nice of her, since she doesn't even know cindy. haha. needless to say, we spent some time shopping our own stuff la.. haha. bought this really pretty star earrings! (: and she bought this nice shirt for 20over bucks la. what a steal. hmph. me, i have no such luck. i always end up buying the wrong thing (especially food) despite spending a looong time deciding. bought this stupid plate of fried rice with chicken for $4 la. a total waste and i regretted it. the vegetarian food was much nicer, and cheaper -.- rahh!

reached home around 8plus to meet some of the jiemeis. its been really long since i last saw dua na. haha. miss them loads. wohoo and it was bridge for 2hours straight. oh a new record was set! dua na and xuelin won the 6hearts bid la!! crazy. never so horribly trashed before. haha.

bleah but it gets rather dull after they all left. decided to learn from duck and do some bloghopping. sigh. it's depressing to read the blog entries of people from 0737 'cos i really miss them like crazy. seriously miss the pae period. all the class outings, ponnings, crappings etc. and of course, one thought leads to the next, and i thought of all the stuffs i had left behind since entering ny. all those friends from zhonghua, basketball, class.. it is neverending.

sometimes i feel that memories can be too crushing at times. all the bittersweet feelings seem so suffocating. what had seemed so important and beautiful during our happy times now feels distant and faded. i really agree with this saying read from a book, to find happiness, a man need only live in the moment, he need only live for the moment. i find that line rather true. when you are feeling happy, only that moment mattered, does anybody really think of what will happen later?

sigh such an emo ending to this post. i'm not sure what to make of it. just some er.. random thoughts. yeah.

oh before i forgot.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY! <33

FINALLY

2007-03-15T00:03:00.000+08:00

i'm finally back to blogging! haha. can't believe it. it has actually been THREE months since i'm in NYJC. pae period, or so called our honeymoon period, has ended for a week or so now. ahhh, not really ready for the.. er.. marriage part. haha. how can THREE months pass by so fast, and how can there only be SEVEN MONTHS LEFT to promos!! damn shocking lar.. sigh. i can still remember blogging about my beloved class 0737, my birthday, OG9.. rahh!
all these are gone already.. now i'm actually gonna blog about this new class called 0732 -.- sigh. hope it'll be as funkie and lovely as ol' 0737 lar!
haha. anyway, level camp is starting tomorrow! hope it will be fun (:

eh the mood to blog suddenly disppeared again. haha. think i should change the skin again too.

SUBJECT COMBI.

2007-02-26T00:25:00.000+08:00

feel like blogging all of a sudden. hmm. almost missed the JAE subject combination dateline just now. haha. panicked for a minute or so before samantha calmed me down by saying dateline closes at 6a.m later. anyway.. i'd just succesfully plunged myself into something totally new lar.. sigh. i hope deciding to take lit wasn't just a whim la. rahh! shall not think about it anymore. just praying hard our class can get to stay together.. (:

2007-02-17T17:02:00.000+08:00

rahh. its CNY eve and here i am, rotting at home BLOGGING. crap. grounded at home today.. bleah. got woken up by my mother at EIGHT lo.. it was a last minute attempt to buy all the new year stuffs. i'm gonna get really fat during this 3days of pure rotting-at-home CNY lar. the living room table is like piled with biscuits, cookies, bakuas, and preserved food lar.. and the only form of activity i'll be doing is rotting around using the com and watching tv. i'm so gonna evolve into a pig in 3 days time. just wait and see. haha.

rahh. been bossed around the entire morning by my mother.. hopefully she's too busy mopping the floor to remember to give me more things to do :D

HAPPY VALENTINE'S

2007-02-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S EVERYONE! (:

its been so long since i really have that urge to start blogging again (:
hmm. thanks to everyone out there who gave me presents!! especially 0737! haha. damn irritating lar. today is the first time i was late for school, NOT ON PURPOSE. arghh. of all days, it has to be on valentine's day!! not that i have a valentine lar.. haha. but i missed maths and gp lecture! ahhh. anyway back to the topic. love was in the air in nyjc lar.. haha. i think almost every single person can be seen carrying flowers/cards/gifts lar.. haha. there was a mass gift-giving session during one of the many breaks we had. received so many chocos!! rahh didn't get to exercise at all this entire week lo. bleah. nvm. make it all up next week. hahaha. by the way, thanks theresa for that tigger! haha. damn cute and i love it (: oh and to those who made special effort to write a card, they are so sweet!! hahaha.

valentine's is one of those rare occasions when you simply choose/naturally forget all the bad stuffs about people. 'cos when you have to sit down and write a v-day card for anybody, we are forced to think remininsce all the sweet times (: for example, dear cindy totally didn't mention that i was highly irritating in her card, she even said i rock lar! that is super rare please.. hahaha.

of course not forgetting my beloved jiemeis. but to be precise, cindy joanna and wei2 only. haha. only get to meet them today.. the rest are not free. oh well. rotted at far east followed by j8. haha. accompanied cindy to buy OUR V-DAY gifts lar.. so stupid. and took neoprints! :D lalala. quite like them, even though the entire process was quite lame. jiemeis rock lo. seriously. haha!<33

sigh. this joyous 1st 3 months period is coming to an end.. very soon some of us won't be staying anymore.. argh. i hate this type of changes lar.. bleah! totally dampened my mood. shall stop here..

CONGRATS TO SELF.

2007-02-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

FINALLY GOT MY RESULTS TODAY. whew.

can finally sleep in peace.. anyway. was so super nervous that i cried a few times before taking the results. and was so super happy that i cried a few more times after that. such an emotional period for me.. tsk. hahaha. anyway. was supposed to be such a happy day but i can't help being sad. some people will be leaving 0737 la.. oh man. i seriously love this class. can't imagine 0737 without some of them.. it's really such pity.. why is life so horribly unfair??? God gives and God takes.. how true.. sigh.
but we can always try to be forward looking! it's over people, cheer up ok?? friends are forever, i believe in that. ok this is getting so emo. nevermind.

neurotic & paranoid.

2007-02-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

ahhhh. so worried. taking my results tomorrow!! sigh. hope i can stay in NY! ahhh. this is such a stupid post, ahhh-ing all the way. but ohwell, just need a place to vent. AHHHHH. somebody make me unconscious quick.

BORED.

2007-02-04T00:05:00.000+08:00

i finally know why i keep letting my blog rot nowadays. cos i'm utterly sick of this skin!! lalala. off skin hunting right now. will be back soon with a nicer one (:

by the way, i love 0737 :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF.

2007-01-20T01:29:00.000+08:00

hmm.. just wanna thank all those nice people who remembered my birthday and gave me presents/surprises/well wishes! haha. namely, my beloved jiemeis, my wonderful new class, and my united OG9!! haha. was damn touched by OG9's card, 0737 birthday cake, jiemeis full presence and t-shirt! hahaha. oh and to ben&jan who gave me the wallet today (: haha.. oh and those from zhss bball team & coach!! this world is filled with many lovely people. haha.

anyway.. the third week at NYJC has finally ended.. i feel as if my body is gonna crumble down any moment. crap. hellish pe in jc. but overall, very enjoyable thanks to my OG and new class 0737!! haha. ok i think i'm starting to love NY. even though i'm struggling to catch up with all those tutorials, struggling to stay awake in all those lectures.. bleah. i prefer secondary school style lo.. sigh.

don't feel like blogging anymore :)

RE: CINDY'S POST.

2007-01-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

ok. this is basically a reply to cindy's extremely biased post. i tried to tag a reply but realise that i have too much objections to list out and i don't wanna spam her tagbox. alright. hope she gets to read this.

firstly, about my expectations for future boyfriend/husband, THEY NEED NOT GO FOR PLASTIC SURGERY TO MAKE THEIR EYES SMALLER LAR!! oh my goodness. that is so outrageous. WHICH GUY WILL DO IT?! but if such a guy really exist i also dont want arhh! it only means that he's mentally unstable. stupid cindy.

secondly, THEY NEED NOT GO TRAIN TO CATCH LIZARDS!! relax people, if i want a person who can catch lizards, i'll call the pest exterminators, that's what they do for a living right? or i might as well marry a pest exterminator. haha. nah.. they don't earn much i guess. but it's better if a guy is not afraid of such pests!! hahaha. that'll be the best! :D

thirdly, NO VASECTOMY NEEDED. goodness.. yes i'm opposed to childbirth, but nothing drastic please..

and oh please, that guy is considered blessed! hmm.. cos i can.. cook?! hahaha. where can you find girl who can cook nowadays. you, cindy dear, can't cook for nuts sake. and angeline too. you two can form a club.

and i really don't like that part about those weird guys! DELETE THAT PART! really. i insist.

hah. if i were to have a wedding, that is i am able to find my Mr. Right first, I'LL MAKE YOU GUYS WEAR HORRIBLE BRIDESMAID DRESS. wahhahaha. maybe something cupcake-ish that will be very unflattering? haha.. imagine 6 cupcakes floating down the aisle. wohoo.

oh and i have to do weiwei some justice here. i'm meeting him everyday. hahaha. even though i claim that weiwei sucks a few times, disgraced him by calling out WEIWEI in public, i'm not ungrateful lo!! i know he's not so bad (: heh luckily he doesn't read my blog.

about our li dua na.. she has died off again, probably thouroughly immersed in her sch's, hmm, very special culture. AND I MISS ALL THE JIEMEIS! sigh. when's the last time we played bridge together?? like gazillion years ago lar..

hoho. but there's a very good oppurtunity for us jiemeis to meet out very soon!!! lalala. its a really special day. I WANNA DATE YOU GUYS OUT. make yourselves free eh??

haha.. anyway, its CCA bazaar today. played both netball, basketball and badminton. hahaha. think i'm joining netball.. the unisex netball competition was fun! it's been such a long time since i played netball, ever since that interclass netball competition in sec 3 i think. congratulations to OG9 for coming in second!!! lalala.

zzz. really tired now.. shall go off to sleep.

LIFE AT NY.

2007-01-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

ok, blog's starting to rot again..

its been almost a week at NY. hmm.. orientation 1 has ended, lectures have already begun! zzz. still can't get used to the lecture system. it's so easy to sleep during lecture when you're among 200 over students. haha. took H2 chem, math, hist and H1 phy. weird combi huh? so far i've yet to find someone who's in the same class as me.. ah crap. can forsee that i'll be alone in a brand new class again, just like sec1! hope it'll turn out fun! (:

and i still can't get used to waking up at 6.30 again.. its been so long..

MERRY CHRISTMAS X)

2006-12-25T18:42:00.000+08:00

BLESSED CHRISTMAS, EVERYBODY!

haha. it jesus' birthday today. can you believe it, a lot of people actually do not know that. they think that christmas is all about santa claus and reindeers. sigh.

anyway.. in the mood to blog again. yeap.

hmm. went caroling on saturday. haha. quite fun. ALOT of food to eat. went three houses and there's buffet in all three houses. i'll proclaim once again about my love for christmas hymns! super nice la.. haha.

then there's the christmas play performance on sunday.
OH I GOT BAPTIZED ON THAT DAY TOO! X)
shall remember it forever, i was baptized on 24 December 2006. lalala. such a special and meaningful experience.

the performance was great, in my opinion lar. cos we practiced very hard for it. haha. everybody was so pretty and handsome that day. hahaha. another one of my personal opinion. heh. too bad i didn't go with them to the dinner.. nor did i stayed over in church. sigh. how untimely. anyway, wanna thank all those who gave me presents! haha.

as for today, went for christmas breakfast with the jiemeis this morning. haha. at cafe cartel in j8. angeline will be sick of that place la, if she did come with us. sigh. anyway, it was only cindy joanna dua na and me. after that it was walking around j8 looking for dua na's parents' birthday gift. haha. took some pictures!

tsk. the zilian us, can make use of anywhere. even in the toilet.

me and that retarded woman. i forced her to smile already! should have used violence. hmm..

thats all i guess. oh. forgot to post my favourite photos from the camp!

our beloved eric chuan dao. hahaha.

haha. ok. last of all the camp reminisces (:

CAMP PHOTOS

2006-12-20T00:48:00.000+08:00

haha. its a bit late. but ohwell. shall just post some of the camp photos (:

group photos. as you can see, we are extremely free people who go around taking photos. no matter where we are. before eating and taking the elevators. hahaha. oh and before eating cup noodles too. heh.

the selected few out of the thousands of me and meng's zilian photos. haha. hmm. we took this photo under an escalator. the reflection is damn shiny lar. haha.

we posed there for damn long ok. self-time de. haha. our smiles are a little frozen i guess.

we took this even before the camp started. got unwanted person behind. ignore it.

whilst we went 'caroling' with our glowstiks. hahaha.
=

me, jinli and amanda at zon mart. see. we never waste any oppurtunities to snap away with meng's trusty camera.

too tired to upload anymore.. next time thn. still many many retarded photos of mine. i'll have to screen through to make sure nothing humiliating gets posted. haha.

oh and i have to add something:

THANKS XUELIN&CINDY!
sorry i forgot to blog about you two visiting me! =/
haha. but that doesn't mean i don't appreciate it.
i only don't appreciate the part you two sent me a sms telling me i suck. -.-
hahaha.
love ya guys (:

FIRST DAY OF WORK :(

2006-12-18T22:54:00.000+08:00

work was hideously torturous today. had to stand for the entire 9hours. of course i slacked a little and found somewhere to sit. but still.. feet ache like hell now. zzz. hate that shoe of mine!! gave me so many blisters..

anyway.. made a few friends today. mostly aunties though. haha. and one security guard uncle. everybody is too bored lar. haha. yeap. and sales was quite good today lar. sold 2packets of chocolate and one mini choco fondue! hahaha. considered quite good already (:

zzz. horribly unlucky today. late on my first day, rained when i went and left. learnt a lesson, must bring an umbrella everywhere i go! no matter how aunty i look.

hmm. thats all. dont feel like blogging anymore all of a sudden. haha.

PREPARATIONS

2006-12-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

argh. i haven't even started working and already i spent close to one hundred buying all the necessary attires and a black shoe. -.- okie, that was an exaggeration. everything i bought can be worn all the time, maybe except that stupid black shoe.

currently reading all the notes angline prepared. can you believe she actually make notes?! haha. even though it is highly beneficial to me, still. its weird. but still have to thank her for the highly detailed notes lar. if not i'm sure to screw up tomorrow.. hopefully not.

argh. stupid, complicated fountain. so many procedures to cleaning it! argh.

PICTURES OF ORCHIDS

2006-12-17T00:50:00.000+08:00

ok, these are all the beautiful orchids! my phone's camera is lousy lar.. zzz. may not be quite clear.

some of the landscape designs! the second one is my fave.

close up of the second one. very christmasy! done with red and white orchids.

another of the design. i just like the look of so many different orchids clustered together.

some award winning ones. haha.

the second may not look weird in the photo. but i didn't manage to show how one whole clump of that droop downwards from the puny stem.

my ultimate favourite! completely made up of white orchids (:

beautiful ehh..

some of my favourite flowers:

beautiful maroon.

beautiful orange.

beautiful purple.

beautiful white-purple.

beautiful red. a bit tree-shaped though. haha.

something funny..

look like those biscuit that can be found on cakes right. haha. felt like eating it when i saw it.

thats all. still many more photos that i'm too lazy to load. haha.

I LOVE ORCHIDS

2006-12-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

i love orchids! i think they are the prettiest of all flowers.

went out with my mother today. its so rare! finally, we get to spend quality time together without other irritating interferences. yeah. anyway, accompanied her to suntec city for the Singapore Garden Festival. the orchid part only actually. woooh. its damn big. there's like thousands of orchids, hundreds of species, all over the place. there's even competitions held to find the most unusual hybrid those sorta thing. ohh. love the landscaping competition. organisations have to use orchids to make this special design/landscape. damn interesting lar. saw this school making a christmas tree out of white orchids. very pretty! snapped many pictures with my handphone. maybe i'll upload 'em. surprisingly, it is those really weird, often quite ugly looking orchids, that won the competitions! those really pretty ones are more common i think. ohwell. my favourites are the orange, red and white-purple ones!
anyway, manned the booth awhile for my mother. during that short time, two people who passed by asked me questions lar.. zzz. luckily i pay attention to what my mother usually say to those people. yeah. managed to pass off as an orchid-savy person. hahaha.

after that we went to starbucks to get our much needed coffee. gave in to temptations and shared a choco muffin. haha.

it was dinner at this malay restaurant after that for this dinner hosted by OSSEA, this orchid organisation. the food was weird. every dish is spicy. they are mostly meat. the appetiser was satay! haha. quite boring actually.. mostly those people in the whatsat called, plant industry?! haha. still, reached home with a bloated stomach. argh.

alright. starting work on monday, at OG orchard. don't know why isit called that when it really is at somerset. ohwell. people! bring your parents there and buy a chocolate fountain!! just imagine, melted chocolate cascading down, and you dipping marshmallow or whatnots inside. haha. tempted? please buy from me.. T.T
ahh. and i still haven't buy what is needed of the dresscode!

ARISEN!

2006-12-15T23:36:00.000+08:00

youth camp is over! quite sad actually, only really started to make friends on the second and third day.. we stayed in a supposedly 5-star hotel. over-rated lar. 4-star at most. and the housekeeping is really quite bad. they made my bed and left me without a blanket. -.- but the hotel bed is really comfortable la!! oh man. ask meng hua. i seriously spent every second i could on that comfy bed. sigh..

and the sermons are nice. hmm. even though i was extremely sleepy at times and almost fell asleep. but some of mu shi's sermons seemed to be directed at me. feel rather bad.. its really a wake up call for me.

oh and we took a lot of photos. menghua was determined to use up all the camera's memory space. haha. i dont look nice in the photos!! so sad..

didn't sleep much on the last day. the group of us, menghua jinli tongxin phoebe kexin xinyi amanda sort of went caroling. haha! walked around the hotel with glowsticks hung here and there. finally settled somewhere with this 2 guys from another church. sat down and talk, and managed to last till 4.30am! haha. really love my church friends (:

the last day was quite depressing actually. ohwell. at least we can still see each other in church and all. sigh..

hope i'm truly an arisen christian now..

today.
went for the job interview for promoting chocolate fountain! that guy was late for 20min please. zzz. anyway, heard from angeline it will be really boring cos OG-orchard is a shopping mall for tai-tais who wont buy the stupid fountain. who will lo. that fountain costs $189 or something.. i can forget about the commission already. so i'll be really bored. feel free to come and visit! (:
you will get to sample all those chocolates! haha.
anyway, angeline taught me all those i'm supposed to know. quite confusing actually. ohwell. she kept insisting there will be no customers anyway. haha.

after leaving OG, met up with xuelin and cindy at orchard mrt! damn long never see all of the jiemeis already lar. especially that stupid dua na. argh. shall not start about her. makes my blood boil. yeap. went home together. ate dinner with my family before joining them at the void deck. haha. played bridge down there like those old ahpeks you see in tv. haha. wohoo. my desire for bridge is finally satiated. haha. stupid duck keep whining about wanting to pee -.- ohh i forgot to make her life miserable by making those noise! haha. wasted.. after duck has to leave, xuelin and cindy came up my house. crapped a little longer like we used to. haha. anyway meeting xuelin tomorrow. dont worry i wont be late. i'm very punctual nowadays. really.

alright, shall go off to youtube to watch My Girl. catch it if you can. its VERY nice. the two guys are VERY VERY cute. heh.

going off to camp!

2006-12-10T19:23:00.000+08:00

lalala. will be off to the youth camp tomorrow!
dont miss me (:
hahaha.

jobless days

2006-12-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

come and behold him
born the King of Angels

i love christmas hymns! haha.

anyway.. no mood to blog the past few days. cannot seem to type out my moods and feelings. seriously feel that my english standard is dropping la.. have to keep delete and retyping to fully express what i wanna say in this post. haha.

zzz. i'm currently looking out for jobs! people out there, got job offers recommend me okay? haha. angeline and i are desperate la. even resorted to sitting outside sengkang mrt station circling the classified section of the newspaper for job offers. we even turned up for extremely weird interviews like bridal models, sales promoter for lady stuffs. hahahha. damn funny.

been working at mr lim's shop since tues. hmm. even though damn slack and can be super boring at times, at least i'm paid to rot lo.. sometimes it can be fun. haha. with stupid jordan and raymond around, won't be totally boring de. haha. go home everyday reeking of oil stench. haha. oh i know how to bake a pizza now! don't worry, u wont die from eating my pizza. cos apparently, they are baked in temperatures around 400degree celsius. bacterias are definitely killed. you wont get diarrhea or anything. really. delicious too, by the way. hahha.

sigh. been to a thousand and one places filling up forms. but those irresponsible people keep patronising us by saying they will call in a wk's time! argh. so far, none called back. irritating! nevermind, its their loss for not hiring me. hmph.

zzz. tired already. just came back from maths tuition. can you believe it? mavis damn kiasu lar. other people still enjoying their holidays. here we are preparing for next year's maths. tsk.. haha. my brain is damn rusty please. cannot even do simple logarithms anymore. sigh..

alright enough about maths. actually, enough blogging already. haha (:

NEW SKIN.

2006-11-25T18:29:00.000+08:00

BRAND NEW SKIN. FINALLY.

was utterly sick of the previous one. isn't this nice?? haha. alrite la, shall give cindy some credit here. she's the one who found it but kindly gave it to me. haha.

hoho. in the christmas choir again this year. many people are mistaken that i can't sing. well, that proves them wrong right? haha. the them im referring to are the jiemeis lar. heh.
anyway.. i need a white skirt! shopping, anyone? (:

2006-11-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

such a late post.. nvm, for reminiscent sake anyway.. these are photos taken during the parry gala dinner. haha.

taken while they were busy playing cards. haha. or maybe it was wei2 who took em.

parry's walkway. seems neverending ehh?

alrite. this is what they were doing the entire time. bunch of GAMBLERS. tsk.

now some of the jiemeis' photos. haha.. some didn noticed me cos they were very engrossed in the challenging game of bridge.

angeline. always the slow one.. but she prefers the word innocent. anything..

cindy. always the late one cos she has to blow her hair. haha.

joanna. aka the duck lar. yeah she noticed me just as i was about to take a photo of her in an extremely funny pose. too bad.

xuelin, another one who noticed me. haha. well, the fast one? serious. u just have to talk to her and you'll agree with me.

weiwei's missing cos the camera was his and he went home to delete all horrifying pictures i took of him! argh. stupid wei2.
and of cos im not in, the reason is obvious rite? hahaha.
btw, there's another dua na. rmb that retarded woman? hmph. abandoned us for dno what la. shall ruin her reputation further. cos already quite ruined anyway..
our beloved dua na:

its alright, u can laugh all you want. that is the whole purpose. hmph.

anyway more photos of parry..

taken by weiwei. haha. parry looks quite scary in the dark ehh?

this is where all the daily flag raising ceremony take place.

right, the last time we get to see it..

4e4'o6 chalet (X

2006-11-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

right, this is the holiday i've been yearing for since the june holidays. so how come i can't really seem to fully enjoy it?! so irritating.

hmm. class chalet was on mon to wed. haha. had alot of fun i guess. for the first time i lasted one whole night without sleeping. even during the chalet last yr i fall aslp halfway. my determination lasted this time.

right. the first day. haha. i have to say, youths nowadays are a bunch of GAMBLERS. we just kept playing daidee, cheat! or mahjong. haha. i have to say, you seriously cannot judge a bk by it's cover. do not be fooled by kex or lennon. they are seriously big time cheaters. i whole day kana cheated by them la.. -.- after a whole night of gambling.. finally. heh. caught the sunrise this time, most of the sunrise la actually. to say the truth, it was my first sunrise!! haha. always didn manage to wake up in time to catch it de.. not bad. very pretty..

the bbq night has alot of food! lots of taiwan sausages. haha. but dont really have much fate with them. everytime i go look for it some people take it away le.. alright enough about food. dont wanna sound piggish. xuelin came look for me that night! haha. so touched. crapped around for awhile with vanessa.. i even offered her food! but she declined. haha.

ohh. it was also the first time i attempted to buy alchoholic drinks. haha. me cher and kex.. after drinking a can of the jolly shandy found it damn nice. so we decided to head of to cheers to try buying some ourselves. haha. but we couldn resist buying this pretty bottle of vodka, only 5% la. weirdly huh, we were allowed to buy those jolly shandy but not that stupid bottle. in the end we walked around cheers trying to find some kind looking people to buy it for us la. hahaha.

the best part about chalet will always be the mahjong. hahahaha. if u dont wanna slp, the best thing to whilst time away will definitely be mahjong. either that or bridge. sadly most of my frens dont really like bridge. guys can actually be as crazy over mahjong as girls. dont think mahjong are only for those tai tais lo.. haha.

anyway the last night i finally cannot stand it. went up to slp, and found ty, kex and cher sprawled over the beds la.. had to slp like a log at one corner.. -.- haha.

woke at 8sth.. went to eat mac breakfast. then it was back to the chalet to continue playing mahjong for me cher kex n ty. played til we had to check out lo..

the journey back was torturous.. walked alllllll they way from downtown east chalet, to white sands mall. can u imagine the looooong distance?! luckily lennon and tze hin was heading for serangoon too. so i dont have to do the long march by myself. got onto 109 and slept all the way home. i even overshot my stop la! luckily lennon woke me up before i slp all the way to serangoon interchange. haha. thanks eh.

only during this chalet i really know my classmates well. weird huh. we know each other for two years, some even four years, but only during these 3days i actually know them better. sigh. what a waste. i'll definitely miss 4e4'06.. hope this won't be the last time yeah?

anyway after that extremely fun 3days, the last two days in comparison was positively dull!! stayed home the entire time la. must get out tomorrow liao. shall not let my youth slip away like that anymore. haha.. reminds me of this phrase carpe diem. is that how u use it?

enough reminiscing. there's still the 6I'o2 chalet to look forward to!! haha. this time it'll definitely be bridge all the way lo. jiemeis are seriously addicted to bridge (X

should i or should i not dye my hair? sigh. if i should dye, diy or go to the saloon? sigh!! after seeing angeline's by-product of dying her hair diy, i really have to think thrice.

argh. this stupid mouse of mine! feel like smashing it into smithreens. argh. can only move up and down T.T cannot move left or right de.. wth.

OLVLS ARE OVER (X

2006-11-18T01:28:00.000+08:00

hahahahahaha. olvls are finally over. super excited about this new freedom now. that guilty feeling tugging in my heart whenever i paused in my studies to stare at the tv now no longer exist! haha. been a nerd for so long now. i even look like one T.T

anyway.. about THOSE o's. haha. really don't know how i'll fare. especially for my languages and humans. sigh. lets not talk about depressing subjects anymore! they are over. shall leave all the sadness/happiness til feb'07. haha.

went shopping at vivo with the jiemeis. hmm.. that place is really huge, my legs almost gave way. anyway everybody bought at least one thing at the end :) angeline got her prom dress and a shirt. duck her prom dress. cindy her cute top. xuelin her slippers. me and my nice denim skirt. yeah skirt. its nice.. but somehow i don't know how i got persuaded to buy it -.- argh. another trip is needed! haha.

well.. its been such a long time. its getting difficult to blog nonstop.

hope i get to accomplish all the things i had set for myself during the studying period when i was fantasizing about holidays. hahaha.
there's a list:
shop for new clothes. duh.
keep fit! this exam has been unkind to my weight la.
learn how to cook. hahaha, for my mommy.
learn how to bake. ok, this is getting weird.
re-watch goong!! ahhh. shin <33
catch up on some movies. heh such a sua ku now.
earn money. guess this is extremely important as it directly affects no.1
oh and be more active in church. shall join the christmas play chior! haha.

alrite.. hope i didn't leave out anything. haha.

super tired now.. shall go off to sleep. this time definitely much more than my usual 6or7 hours. hahahahha.

left with duck.

2006-10-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

just feel like blogging all of a sudden. haha.

the rest of the jiemeis have left. cindy, angeline, xuelin, joanna and dua na came my house today. surprisingly, we managed to squeeze in some studying time in the afternoon. haha. its usually so impossible. we always end up playing bridge. today was no exception. after dinner its bridge all the way!! haha. dua na and elaine combo works when cindy is around. heh. we can still win when we bid til 5 lar!! woots~

anyway.. its only joanna left. boring! heh. nahh. just kidding. (cos she's hitting me) lalala. she wants me to blog about her. well.. shall comply to her wishes since she always blog about me (:

joanna is as crazy about goong as me!!!! we are goong-maniacs.
i love shin!!! (:
he's cute!
super cool.
really exudes a princely aura.
wahhahaha.
ok this isn't about joanna at all after all.
stupid duck.
nothing more about her liao!

ohh. wanna announce to the whole world i packed up my room today! haha. even though its something normal for other people, but to me its a rare occurance. yeah. the jiemeis finally shut up about it. lalala.

eh what else can i say.. i cannot blog as well as duck. she can crap nonstop for a looooong time. i do have a limit. okie shall stop here. (:

the rat race

2006-10-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

when is this rat race gonna end? after uni? after getting a job? or never..

xuelin just left, we had a rather long and depressing talk. about our bleak bleak future. people always want the cream of the crop. but what the hell is wrong with the rest of the cake?! too much cream can make you puke too. its just so unfair.

anyway.. for the past few years, since p6 in fact, i've not made a single decision for myself. now it's time to choose a jc, think i'll do the same thing again. zzz. no aspirations, no goals. actually how does anyone choose which jc they wanna go to? uniform? suitable cut-off point? friends? distance? cannot think of anything else. for me anything can do.. so yeah. how do i choose? guess im really indecisive.

when xuelin start talking about her future, i tried to imagine mine. sadly i couldn't conjure up any image. except for me being a bum. curled up on bed with a book, or sitting in front of the tv. how pathetic can life get? at least she's pragmatic. i suspect that im a sentimental fool who believes in miracles. i used to believe in this statement: chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi. haha. but lately it has been failing me. sigh.

as for the rest of what's going through my head, i do not even know how to put in words. forget it. next time than.

Mary, Mary, quite contrary,
How does your garden grow?
With silver bells and cockle-shells,
And pretty maids all in a row.

screwed up prelims

2006-09-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

just realised it was almost a month ago when i last blogged. haha. dunno why. just have this urge to blog again. okie here goes..

sighs. prelim results are all out. some subjects are albeit surprising but some are disappointing. more of the latter of course. surprising subject no.1, chem. haha. 69. aint very high right? but its the highest in class.. haha. cannot help it. i just have to announce it to the whole wide world. not very often elaine ang can top in something lo. in fact, its rare. anyway, surprising subject no.2, physics. i passed it. haha. not gloriously duh, barely scraped a C5. but ohwell. its definitely good enough for me. that's it for the surprising part. now comes the disappointing part..
disappointing subject no.1, combined humans. oh man.. its the lowest for c.h i've ever got.. 50! i barely passed it. sigh.. i even had to use geog for my L1R5. haha. which was a C5 by the way. guess im really disappointed because i'd always considered it as one of my stronger subject. such a great blow.. sighs!! now for disappointing subject no. 2, english. B3. hmm. even though i usually get this grade all the time, i really really hope for an A2.. i like english. really do. just dont know why i cannot perform. argh. okok. disappointing subject no. 3, amaths. B4. actually its quite alright la. but rather let ms chee down. disappointing subject no. 4, emaths!! i scraped an A1. but seriously la, almost everybody scores 80plus. and there i am with a 78. i know im supposed to be content, but i really cannot help it. i was feeling confident about it de lo.. sigh. this teaches me not to be complacent anymore. carelessness.. will be the death of me.

ok enough about results. they aren't really important are they? its the process that matters. at least that's what the teachers always say.

yeah right. i'm unable to deceive myself.

so.. L1R5 is below 20. that's the optimistic part. but still where can i end up with a lousy 17? i bet its SR. im starting to wonder if i should go to the first month at all. sigh. anyway, people are talking about moderation. it'll be useful for most people.. but most of my grades barely scrape by. it will have the least effect on me. except for chem. but i doubt chem is a subject they will moderate.. sigh.

this is such a blue post. mostly sighings, whinings, rantings and complainings. kk shall stop it. its getting gross.

anyway.. xuelin came over my house today. but this is different from all the usual hanging out. we actually did our homework together. surprising eh? i even called up angeline a few times to ask about geog qns. it must have been a scare for her. haha. oh xuelin cooked maggi for me. hahaha. so nice of her. xuelin rocks. love her. wahahaha.

hmm. i really really must buck up le! have to stop feeling so post-prelim. for goodness sake i have to stop acting like olvls are over. especially when the results aren't as expected.. but i feel so unmotivated.. i need pushing!

after abandoning this blog for so long, i wonder if anybody will manage to read this post.. haha. not only has it collected dust, it has it's very own ecosystem already.. :D

okie. shall return to the last two part of the geog essay qns left..

Everything is fed up straight from the heart

Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart

Gotta pick myself up where do I start

Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart

dua na's bday!

2006-09-08T00:55:00.000+08:00

the moon is slightly bluish tdy.. so i shall blog. haha.

hmm. jiemeis celebrated our beloved dua na's birthday! haha. cos her actual birthday is too close to our prelims.. anyway. every year we do something special for her. last yr she had a pink show skin mooncake for a birthday cake. hahaha. this yr, we made muffins! the usually lazy, sleep til 12sth than wake up, forever late the jiemeis, actually woke at 8something to gather at my hse and make muffins!!! oh man. she's so fortunate we dote on her so much. even i dont get such treatment k.. wahahha. had such a sense of satisfaction when the muffins were ready. yes, it was a success at first try! xuelin's calculations were right. haha. all of us chipped in wherever we could. angeline in her dishwashing, weiwei in his umm.. strong stirring?! haha. xuelin is very useful! as for cindy and i.. hmm. we need to work harder to find our niche area? haha.
whilst baking, we pestered/begged/threatened/forced dua na to wake up. hahaha. in the end she super late than c0me la! ungrateful. to think we did so much for her. hmph.
haha. when she came, we were too busy playing cards to entertain her.. poor thing. but when the muffins were done we surprised her and sang a birthday song! haha. she seemed touched. (:

also watched Devil Wears Prada today. the show rocks. hahaha. very nice. after the show we went to eat at pizza hut. oohh. tried out the new pizza. the.. umm. triple cheese thingy. haha. the thousand island dressing is very nice!! haha.. we kindly did their survey too. some crap written in there, but overall, sincere comments! haha. hope they just ignore the crap though..

decided to go cindy's house to continue to play cards after that! haha. seriously.. jiemeis are gamblers.. i worry for our future =/ haha. anyway.. as usual. we were extremely entertained by the birthday girl. haha she blew me a kiss! to stop me from going home la.. haha. awww. so touched (X lalala. xuelin captured that moment in her hp! im not bluffing..

had a great time today (:
always do, actually, whenever im with jiemeis. sadly duck couldn be with us today la..

oohh.
getting Jay's Still Fantasy tomorrow!!!!
can't wait (X

change in date of jay's new album

2006-09-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

sigh. cindy, xuelin and dua na has just left 3min ago and already im feeling lonely!
hahaha. that sounds whiny.. but even my mother is going out la! her social life is more interesting than me now.. oh man.

haha. dont know why the mood to blog suddenly disappeared. k, shall make it short.
the 3 of them came my hse today. actually wanna study de.. but what can u expect when all the gamblers are gathered in a place with a pack of cards? haha.

played bridge and dai dee the whole day.. arghh! another day gone.. T.T

wonder when am i finally gonna sit down and study.. sigh.

devil wears prada on thurs (:

ooohhh.
Still Fantasy's release will be shifted forward to Sept 5 instead.
:D

teachers' day eve

2006-08-31T22:48:00.000+08:00

today is teachers' day eve.
haha. celebration in sch tdy wasn't very high. but ohwell. i guess the teachers enjoyed it, and that's the main point. haha.
only like 3things about the entire concert. the magician part(haha some parts arnt visible to me frm my point of view though), a section of 5n1's dance, and the band(music only though.. not the singing.)
than went back to parry with vanessa, it was drizzling! haha. but we met some kind souls along the way(zh sec1 boys who were once frm parry too) who offered us umbrella. how nice of them (:
in the end we met up with joanna and cindy.. rotted arnd, finding food to eat whilst waiting for the others. xuelin, weiwei and yuchuan came in the end.. haha. i managed to get some ppl to treat me. joanna say its embarrassing. whatever. i agree with cindy, we dont have principles. haha.
we talked about weiwei's future. how we will all be his child's,tommy, godmothers. ranking is based on first come first serve basis. i will definitely not be the last. angeline will :D haha.
we decided to go J8 in the end, as usual. it seems like common practice leh.. haha. weird. oh and qiuyu joined us, angeline decides to meet us thr. duck's idea btw. ate at pastamania. stomach didn feel too well, and maybe cos i ate too much beforehand, i didn order any food! such a waste. tsk.
walked arnd and slacked.. haha. fate decreed tht we will meet mdm toh on teachers' day! thanks to xuelin, she spotted her first. haha. 6I'02 will be having a chalet after olvls!! haha. cannot wait (X
xuelin and cindy decided to come my hse in the end.. the rest left. 3ppl aint enough to play bridge, so we decided to call beloved dua na ovr. haha. seh. jiemeis seriously are gamblers. we spent the remaining of the day playing either bridge or dai dee. tsk. tmr gonna meet them to study! haha. surprisingly i suggested to meet at 10.. can eat mac's breakfast mah.. (: but only angeline agreed la. suan le. they are all lazy pigs.
rotted the remaining night left in front of the tv or com after they left.. sigh. in a teachers'day mood. hahaha. actually also nth to do with me lo.. hiyo.

ohh. shall promote jay's soon-to-be-out album here:
[STILL FANTASY]
ITS REALLY REALLY NICE :D
esp the song with fei yu qing, though its the only one i've heard currently. haha.
yeah.
it'll be out on SEPT 8.
but u can pre-order it now and get a SUPER nice poster (:

haha. free advertisment. not that much ppl read my blog anyway.. haha.

confiscated!

2006-07-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel like ranting. haha. so here goes..

crap! stupid teachers really confiscated all my books!! argh!
oh man.. thought they are just kidding.. went back to classroom after listening compre to find out that my box of books are gone! what the hell. T.T
sigh. worst comes to worst i think i'll go beg mrs wong to help me liao..
stupidddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
only zh has such a crap rule.
argh.

sigh. have not been blogging consistently. nope, not cos i've been mugging. im still slackingggggg. mock prelim is like..3days away?! what's worse, physics is the first paper! and i dunno how to study for it.. maybe i should have just drop this damned subject when i have the chance. now the money is paid, hours were put in, millions of brain cells were killed, cannot quit le! regretting like hell now!!

humans. the thought of the pile of ss ws i photocopied from angmo makes me sick. its already some selected topics only.. ohh there's still the combined part. yeah. history. fantastic.

mathS. two of 'em. that 05 prelim paper is so demoralising.. argh..

geog.. bleah.. the volcanoes and their spouts or whatever. all bullshit.

haha. is this counted as depression? there are several symptoms to look out for:
feeling lethargic and want to sleep all the time
irritated at small reasons..
and so on.
thats what the newspaper said.
haha. i hit 2of'em. heh.
maybe i have depression??

sigh.. enough whines and rants. back to physics.. bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

olvl chi oral tmr!

2006-07-03T22:52:00.000+08:00

ahhhh. olvl chinese oral tomorrow!!!
nervousity kills the cat. bleah.
crap. want to study also cannot. dont have any oral notes with me.. utter crap.

can't breathe easy
out of my mind
nothing make sense anymore..

mr lim's bdae

2006-07-03T00:58:00.000+08:00

what a beautiful day to sleep in today.. sadly i didn get to enjoy it. rudely awoken up by my parents who insisted on bringing me to thomson to eat kuaychap. hmm.. not bad though..

went hgng mall in the afternoon.. lousy library. not only does it lack good books, the librarians' attitude are crap too. sian. kana scolded by my mother again today. cos 3months ago, i lost her library card in that cursed library(years ago i lost my hp there too). we reported the loss immediately to the library staff and found out that some asshole had already used my mother's card and borrow 3 books. what the hell lar. i only lost it for about less than an hour. the ppl were pretty useless too. keep insisting my mother has to make police report before they are willing to check who had used her card. if she doesn't she has to pay the fines and pay for any books not returned. our fault!??! blame in on that bastard who doesn't have integrity ok. now, months later, that thief still hasn't return one book. sian. my mother bo bian have to make police report. which resulted in another round of scolding in front of the policeman. haha. he seems amused. oh well. i am a little absent minded. sometimes i feel like tying my hsekeys to me. argh.

went home and slack.. while waiting to meet with cindy and yuhui to go mr lim's bdae dinner. on the way angeline hopped along the mrt. haha. first time eating there i think. food wasn't too bad. but its freaking hot and smokey. have to cook the food by ourselves too. a little like seoul garden, without the aircon part. angeline is hopeless in cooking. im a little better. yuhui is gd. cindy is.. not too bad. but she didn cook much. after eating kept taking photos. tried all sorts. act-cute, haha! natural, bleah. hahaha. yuhui very funny. very natural. angeline keep complaining about her fat arms. cindy was quite anti-social. until the end than she liven up abit. haha. throughout cindy and i tried all ways and means to pull angeline and ryan together. he lousy lar, so shy. dno how to grab opportunities thrown at his face de.. must take aggressive actions liao. by hook or by crook must have that pizza hut meal by dec. wahahhaha.

the 3 of us went walking in town after the dinner. haha. decided to go orchard to find some nightlife. there were alot of buskers! some quite nice, some were horrible. haha. we donated some money to this peaceful group. the singer has nice voice (:

walked all over the places but most shops were closed. haha. ended up in borders in the end. cindy and i were in our element. hahaha. angeline is the odd one out la. i saw jeffery DEAVER's new book!! the cold moon. sigh. i think can only find that book in the libraries years later..

had to rush back cos cindy wanna watch her las vegas. haha. nono. the cute guy in las vegas is more accurate. on the way home chatted alot.. sigh. wish jiemeis will stay like this forever (:

reached home pretty late. haha. lucky my mother very tired liao. mood not bad too :D
hehe.

wow. quite a long post.. feels like an essay. haha. if only mrs lee set topics like.. a nice day. hahahaha. forget it. im not creative. better stick to amaths. got formulas to follow. haha.

thinking too much-

2006-06-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

omg. i just saw sweden missing a penalty.
haha. reminds me of beckham. and this bk about him i saw with cindy at this dno what shop.
there's this photo of a sign saying: "God forgives even Beckham" hahaha!
are they lousy? haha. i have to ask cindy ltr. i dont know much about football facts. i watch soely for that 5min-sth adrenaline when they score. oh and most importantly, cute guys. wahhaha (X
right now its 2-0 germany leading. haha. wonder what will the score be like at the end. 3-nil, 4-nil? hahaha.
ahh. feel quite sad for the two asian countries! korea and japan. such a pity..
kkk enough about WC. almost everybody's blog is about WC.
tuition today was fun in toa payoh. boring like hell in mavis.
i was alone! angeline was in camp, ziqing's sick. but i bet she's up watching the WC. humpff.
think i chose the wrong side to sit in. surrounded by a huge group of boys. smart ones. bleah. felt quite stupid. noisy too! argh. tempted to move away. but oh well. lazy to move.
ok.. running out of things to say..
oh ya. going shopping with my mummy tmr! hope she doesn postpone it again =/

<33

nike bag (X

2006-06-17T00:55:00.000+08:00

slept over at angeline's ystd. supposed to go tuition de.. but last min cancelled =/
well. i dont mind very much. cos we went shopping anyway X)
with cindy and xuelin. haha.
oh ya. wanna announce: "CINDY AND I ARE OFFICALLY MARRIED TO OUR RESPECTIVE HUSBANDS TODAY"
hehee!
cindy's husband is pretty. mine is cool :D
even though he wasn't exactly what i had in mind.
oh well. he's just a little darker :)
had a very fruitful shopping trip today.
walked from city hall to suntec to get my boyfriend (now husband).
than from suntec to marina sq to get cindy's boyfriend (now husband too).
marina sq is nice lar. so long never go le..
alot of new shops! big too. bleah. my legs ached like crazy.
had dinner at the food court. but it has excellent scenery. haha. romantic ehh? bleah.
later xuelin also bought some things. but it was through her friends. haha.
wonderful day. pity not all jiemeis were present =/
eyed so many things along the way..
sigh.
if only i was born rich not pretty..
wahhahahaha.
kk. shall go admire my husband now :P

ENG 2-NIL

2006-06-16T02:15:00.000+08:00

YAY.
ENGLAND VS. TRINIDAD&TOBAGO
2-NIL
AT THE LAST FEW MINS TOO
HEEEHEEE.
ROCKS.
THEY ARE FINALLY BACK.
X)

at msia

2006-06-12T16:55:00.000+08:00

hey! forgot to tell some ppl.. im in msia rite now. nope hp aint spoilt. haha. coming back by tdy lar (: stupid com, cannot find msn thingy. haha. i'll try again ltr!! have to wait for my mother to give me a break first. hahaha.
heh dont miss me! (X

world cup!

2006-06-11T15:30:00.000+08:00

its the world cup season! hahaha. several matches have already kicked off. i only watch two of 'em though. germany vs. costa rica and england vs. paraguay. hmm. im not a real soccer fan. shall not comment on them. haha. but so far, i've concluded that germany and england got alot of cute guys lar! haha. esp germany, they have an additional bonus. TALL! thats important. heh.

watched eng-paraguay match yesterday night at cindy's hse with xuelin. haha. it was boring! the match i mean, apart from the first 4 min. bleah. i think cindy almost burst a vessel. hahaha. poor her. her fave, beckham got robbed of his glory. wahahha. by that paraguay captain who own-goaled. lol. sad life.

sian. today totally nothing to do. i woke at 10am lar! had to pei my mummy for breakfast -.- freaking tired right now. oh! i must advertise about this show. damn nice and funny. Devil beside you. hahahaha. rocks hor. got TWO CUTE/SHUAI/COOL guys in there, and Rainie Yang if you are interested. haha. very funny.. heh. ch56 x)

zzz

i wanna go out!
i wanna get to the great singapore sale!
bleah.

first match!

2006-06-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

i shall blog faithfully from now on, cos i absolutely refuse to join cindy's club. haha.

the teachers are inhumane! 2weeks of our so-called holidays were already sacrificed, yet they still gave tons of hmwk! esp.. eh.. dno which subject lar. im sure there are lots. >.<

went toa payoh tuition today.. first time i feel that physics tuition actually quite interesting lar.. haha. electronic physics. interesting how burglur alarms work. disgusted how evil and cunning soldiers are. they actually rigged the bombs, so they will do maximum damage lar. quite despicable lor. hiyo. haha.

reached home early today.. nothing much to do. watched tv and played neopets. haha. waiting for the first match to start.

bleah my blog's so dead.

where'd you go
i miss you so
it seems like its been forever
since you've been gone

not my day

2006-06-08T23:24:00.000+08:00

today's so NOT my day. bleah.

lessons today were pretty boring. actually cannot remember much anyway. was too tired. oh yeah. had history test after school. i actually finished in..20 min? goodness. lots of repetitions and own opinions. not much content. hahaha. but had to sit there and stone for another 25min lar! wth.. mr tan sucks. haha. got reminded of his sense of style today. not bad. he's rich. branded from head to toe. nike shirt, levi's jean, adidas shoe and watch. shirt is tight-fit! yuck. most probably woman's cutting. real pain in the ass =/

rushed off after school to find cindy. sucker. still made me wait in the end. haha. we went p.s to watch The Omen. that show is quite scary actually. made us scream a few times. haha. but some parts a bit don't make sense.. nvm.

came home, play neopets.. sian. unlucky day. cannot score much. -.-

lala. influenced a few ppl to play neopets along with me and angeline. ben and cindy. whahaha. wanna join us? ;)

pondering..

2006-06-05T23:12:00.000+08:00

blog is useless.
how do people say whatever they want in here?
i only ever lament about boredom and all the trivial stuffs..
or occasionally the everyday-life.
redundant.

=/

bored, as usual.

2006-06-04T01:25:00.000+08:00

actually its not really the next day.
im really blogging twice in a day.
haha. just that it is 1.23am now.
just came back from karaoke with my family..
haha.
bored outta my mind.
y isn't there anybody online?!
nth to do!
sigh.

<33

BORED.

2006-06-03T18:20:00.000+08:00

sian. slacking with cindy now..
i realise from all my previous posts that im bored everyday lar.
hiyo. rather a sad life.

had 2 consecutive tuition lessons today.
chem followed by physics. left my brain rather dead.
but the lesson was quite constructive la.. haha.

hmm.
aftr that came back home with cindy.. to slack.
haha.
we did some maintenance in our bimbotic acc. haha!
kk shall not publicise anymore. heh.
omg i just remembered the disastrous effect.
kindly reminded of it by dear cindy. bleah.
she's such a sucker.
even though she denies, but nobody will agree that they are sucker de rite?
haha. self delusional as always.

sian. this time that acc not that entertaining le.
wonder why lor.. haha.
after crapping so much it's stil rather short -.-
hmm.

haha.
think im going karaoke with my family later.
i wonder if that's a normal family activity for other families as well?
haha.
yay. can sing jay chou's song!! x)
when it comes to JAY's song, i'll really sing it VERY nicely.
haha.
i am capapble of that, cindy.
you're right beside me so don't anyhow comment hor.
i can hear perfectly fine.
hmm.
maybe i shall ruin some of her favourite songs lar.
for example..
theUSED? yup i noe how to sing that.
all that i've got. haha.
aiya i dunno what else she like lar. she has bad taste.
haha.

ok.
its quite long ardy.
heh (:

<33

new skin :)

2006-06-02T20:43:00.000+08:00

haha.
k.
shall set gd example.
blogging nw.
rite cindy?
haha.
ok.
she replied.
heh.

hmm.
slacked throughout the day with cindy.
first at ps, than she tried luring me to far east.
too bad it didn work.
im not a direction idiot.
haha.
than went her hse to slack.
no diff huh.
stil whole day slack de.
haha. k lar.
cindy ask me to say i got very nice shou huo.
cos finally managed to change tht horribly dull skin.
haha.
this new one ~~quite~~ very nice.
cindy ask me say she's a genius.
i refuse. DUH.
haha.
k lar LONG ENOUGH ardy.
im not idiotic (:

<33

u think ur de only one disappointed

2006-05-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

sigh. moodswing. feeling horribly pissed off =/
bleah..
hate you, you and you.
sucks..

...
have been staring at the screen for sometime.
dno how to put all my thots onto the screen.
...
ohforgetit. >.<

I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine

no sch

2006-05-16T15:42:00.000+08:00

argh. no tuition tdy.
meaning i'll be stuck home all day.
zzzzzzzzz.
sian.
2nd blog of de day ler..
yawn..

no sch

2006-05-16T15:11:00.000+08:00

no school today.
so sian..
zzz.

dead bored

2006-05-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

im extremely bored! ah.
had prelim eng oral tdy.
goodness.
damn fast lar.
oh man.. time passes so freaking fast.
unbelievable.
haha. suddenly reminded of this song by craig david.
wah. oral was horrible.
it was quite awkward talking to mr noel koh lor..
he asked alot of qns on tht picture!
i seriously dont get the picture leh..
i just babbled sth about racial harmony la.. bla bla bla.
he looked quite amused.
shit think i'v gotten it wrong lor.
ahhh heck!
over liao.
sigh.. think prelims gone case le lar.
3mths at SAJC no hope ardy lar.
bleah.

hohoho.
its another long weekend!
haha. think long weekends are really the best!
they seem longer and has this holiday feel in them.
hahaha. they should give more of this wonderful thing to us.
makes us really look forward to it.. haha.

im stil slacking!
its ardy May.
but im stil slacking!
maybe i should learn frm cindy n angeline.
paste motivational messages right in front of my face.
yeah. i really should..

i miss my mother horribly.
it has been four days since she went taiwan.
2 more days!
ahhhhh.
cannot stand it.

i feel really bad..
but i cannot help it..
i guess i am naturally a mean person.

happy birthday mummy :)

2006-04-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

happy belated birthday, mummy!
haha.
it was my mother's birthday ystd.
happy birthday joanna!
haha.
its duck's birthday tdy!
oh man.
april arh..
horrible month.
have to spend so much money o.O
very broke le lar!
sigh..
must scrimp le.
no more taking of cabs unless it is truly necessary!!

went out with jiemeis today and it was damn fun!
haha.
so long dont have jiemeis outting liao.
finally sia.
at first go ps..
hmm.
i reached there in a rather bad mood =/
was hot and bothered.
hungry n thirsty.
i know i rather mean la.. =sorry everybody!
cheered up pretty much in the end whilst deciding where to eat.
voted and fish&co. was the answer!
haha.
dont wanna sound sua ku here but it is my first time there.
nice :D
good food good atmosphere.
hoho.
should go there more often.
stupid dua na only arrived after we have finished eating.
decided to walk to hereen and take neos!
hahaha.
zilian and act bimbotic all the way.
poor dua na was so embarrassed.
but its alrite.
she should be pretty used to that feeling now.
'cos she feels it the most often among us, right?
haha.
we even posed with some coloured cupboard cows along the way.
people were looking at us.
lol.

by the time we got to hereen we were already pretty tired.
only had time to take some not-very-nice neos before duck rushed us off.
in the end we ended up at angeline's hse lar..
haha.
slacked around playing bridge and dai dee!
hahaha.
bridge, jiemeis' favourite past time!
haha..
today's so not my day lar.
even with the birthday girl as my partner also keep losing.
bleah..
but it was very fun la.
haha.
had a very nice day today :)

loneliness is killing me

2006-04-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

thank god its friday!

sch was tiring today..

bleah.

had chem prac..

haha.

tiring and hot!

have this small phobia of heating liquids now..

ever since that time this lead-thingy spurted out like mini volcano..

o man =/

rushed to tuition immediately after chem prac.

was late, but as usual, lesson started late too.

most of the time was spent eating and walking around toa payoh central.

haha.

cindy and i decided to walk around pasar malam.

apparently thats what bimbos do, you see.

at least thats what she said lar.

haha.
oh but tuition is constructive tdy.

esp on trigo.. :)

went town with cindy after tuition.

had to buy some presents..

haha!

shopped all over this mall.

damn tiring!!

feet ache like crazy but no place to sit de..

big sacrifice lor..

haha..

i'd forgotten how tiring shopping can be..

so long nvr go shopping liao.

has turned nerdy u see.

haha.

but its great fun.

shd do it more oftn! x)

oh.

today's my mother's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY =D

yay.

going out tmr again.

i'm walking away from the troubles in my life

i'm walking away oh to find a better day

sometimes some people get me wrong

when it's something I've said or done

sometimes you feel there is no fun

that's why you turn and run

but now I truly realise some people don't wanna cpomromise

well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies

and well I don't wanna live my life too many sleepless nights

not mentioning the fights i'm sorry to say..

studying!

2006-04-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

haha. im doing hmwk now. or supposed to be doing hmwk nw. realised i have not been blogging for a while. hmm. sch life is getting pretty busy recently. lesser tuitions nw. but more ssp!

sigh. sometyms simply feel lyk giving up on e&a maths. keep failing de! bleah. dno wad is wrong.

went amaths tuition tdy. haha. damn funny. met angeline before tuition. went to eat at kfc. treated her! cos i was a little late. humpf. doesn pay to be late. well. we were eating halfway when i thot i saw james. u noe. dua na's james!! n i became very excited. but i was not really sure if he is james. in my hazy memory james is this tall-lanky-big-eyed-quite-cute-plays-bball guy. hmm. the guy i saw wasn as cute or as tall as i remembered. haha. but its alrite. i told angeline about it. n we were getting pretty excited. its dua na's guy aftrall! haha. so we discussed how to make sure he is james. angeline has a stupid idea. i would pretend to be on the phone when we walk past them n call out 'james!' pretend de la duh.. haha. than she'll be looking out for his reaction. if he sorta respond.. well. than he is dua na's james! hoho. great plane rite. we were about to implement it when we noticed his girlfren looking at us weirdly. oh yeah did i mention about his gf? hmm. is this rather plain looking girl. our beloved dua na is so much better! if im a male i'll definitely choose dua na over her anytym. but anyway.. i guess our starings were getting too obvious n she noticed. haha. she probably think we are two despotic girls who are eyeing her bf!! in the end, while walking near them, we decided to ditch the plan! cos tht gf is seriously staring at us.. sigh. what a pity! haha.. n we guess she told him too. cos when we walk past, he turned and look at us oddly. argh! but nvm. both of us are used to humiliating ourselves in public anyway. hahaha. anyway.. to save what little face we have left, we pretended to be extremely interested in this necklace display outside kfc. hahaha. we were giggling lyk nobody business. oooh! what a nice necklace! (they were quite ugly) thank god nobody we know was arnd. haha.

n because of tht we arrived late for tuition. it was packed. we squeezed our way to the front. of cos.. making a fool of ourselves again. we were still giggling u see. took a very long tym to settle down. haha..

hmm. not looking forward to sch tmr at all. i strongly dislike mr tan. shall not say hate. but really la. what is his problem.. okay maybe i do have attire problem. but he can be reasonable about it rite? im not those rebellious pai-kias who purposely go all the way out just to infuriate the teachers. i just feel comfortable in ankle socks (who doesn?), doodled a little on my nametag (its not a crime), have layered hair (WHAT IS SO WRONG ABOUT LAYERED HAIR?!).. thats about it. he has to make such a big fuss. okay maybe my attitude wasn all that gd when i spoke to him. but who's attitude will be fantastic when somebody is criticising u frm head to toe? argh. and that fcking sarcastic tone. i really cannot stand him. he say my attitude sucks. well, the feeling is mutual.

mrs lim rocks! she is reasonable! that stupid, sissy, irritating.... mr tan wrote this letter or sth to mrs lim. i dont know what for. when she came to the class n asked for me i was so freaking scared la. but well.. turns out she's nice! rather surprised.. she said it isn't worth it to go against teachers 'cos in the end, we are at the losing end. she said some really true things lyk how frm detesting the teacher, we will detest the subj, than we will do badly for that subj.. it really isn't worth it. she's quite nice to talk to la.. haha. she feels that there isn't anything wrong with dyed hair actually. just that we are students. there are rules to abide. haha.. rocks man. oh well. guess i'll actually try to listen to her. see! im not rebellious. sigh.. difficult sia. sometyms my feelings are really obvious on my face. guess next tym i have to work harder in hiding my disgust whenever i saw him. argh.. n to think despise hypocrites!

what a nice, long post. shall go off to slp! :)

disappointment

2006-04-12T23:01:00.000+08:00

2.4km run today. last of those damned napfa.
sigh.. dunno y im so affected by my suckie results.
its not like i trained very hard for it.. but still.. the disappointment..
bleah. oh no. i think my mood just swung. argh.. must be those jay chou songs.
ah.. his songs have so much feelings! haha. angeline sure say i crazy. haha.

i deproved SO MUCH :(
regretted not going for all those trainings. bet they could have helped me clinch a gold.
sigh. y am i so affected.. haha. i know alot of ppl cannot tell that i would be disappointed with such things.. cos im a bloody slacker and all. humpf. i am not that hopeless lor.

oh. did i mention that i'll be failing another bloody amaths test? whoa.. mrs koh's paper is really difficult! haha.. pride comes before a downfall.. couldn rmb who just told me that tdy. rather true! sucks. my mother will be sooo angry =/

hiyo. this is such a crap post.

reminiscing

2006-04-01T23:41:00.000+08:00

i am so so sick of this black n white skin.

its april fool's tdy. guess tht's y i did some really stupid stuffs.

first stupid stuff is barging into ms chee's sec3 class thinking: "shit im late im damn late. miss 15min of the lesson liao! got space to sit anot??" when actually im 45min early. bloody hell. lucky nobody laughed outright. ms chee only reminded tht 'nw is sec3 class'.

second stupid stuff is me n cindy getting on the bus but i forgot to tap my ez link, and went straight to find a seat. the bus driver had to stop at one of the red light, come to the back, and reminded me that i have to tap my ez link. so embarrassing!

third stupid stuff is me and cindy creating this -biimbOsINC acc in frenstr. haha. nw this is funny! we only had tym to do the very basic stuffs like typing out our profiles.. took some extremely-bimbotic-but-fun-t0-take-photos. i even changed n wore a belt. she put on an extremely bimbotic looking necklace. u know.. those typical shots when we took a mirror reflection instead of ourselves? yeah. we intended to put a caption saying we are going gai-gai. haha. some act cute poses here and there. all about the same lar. me n cindy wondered how those real bimbos did it. we admitted that we really are not very orignal ppl aftrall, and we are copycats! haha. very fun! pls add us in frenstr. our email is absolutely_bimbotic@hotmail.com

hahaha!

after that cindy had to go home le. her mother keep nagging. rather sian after that. frnstr damn lag so gave up trying to upload the photos. started blog-hopping.

went to a fren's blog n read her archives. thats when my mood totally swung. from just nw the high n silly mood. to the moody reminiscing mood. haha.

got reminded of those times.. when we were stil sec2. when jiemeis stil go out in shirt n berms. when 2e2 were extremely cheeky. when jiemeis were stil quite toot. when we keep bullying our teachers. when we stil werent exactly called jiemeis. sigh.. many many memories.. all mingled up. when there were less hypocrisy. when we were stil very childish. haha.. made me quite sad leh! i wish for all those to come back lor. and for all thse stress to go away.
but it isn't possible! serves no gd to be so sentimental. yeah. lyk cy said. we should look forward. not backwards. haha.. i cannot help it if im a sentimental fool yeah? hiyo. making my mood so bloody miserable nw. bleah.

haha.. by the time i finished blogging this. its past april fool's day ardy!

BLOODY HELL.

2006-03-30T19:56:00.000+08:00

WHERE THE HELL ARE MY WORKSHEETS!?!?
AMATHS HOL PAPER
SS HOL HMWK
GEOG WS
PHY PPT SLIDS
GEOG TYS
TONS N DOZENS OF EVERYTHING ELSE.
BLOODY HELL.
some brainless morons must have thrown them away lar!
FUCK U.

IF ANYBODY SEES ANY OF THESE PLS RETURN THEM.
BUT IF U DONT TELL ME, SCREW U.
HOPE U DIE HORRIBLY.

sucks

2006-03-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

another wasted day. did not accomplish anything at all!
was blur n tired for most of the time in sch, caught no balls during tuition, go home late and in the end did nothing but blog. -.-
really indeed a very pathetic nerd ehh.

HOHO. ITS GONNA BE CINDY-DEAR'S BDAE SOON! haha.
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN IN ADVANCE! XD
finally.. u can join the ranks of the matured ppl club with me and angeline. hehe. tghtr.. we bully dua na! wahahaha.

bet you are very touched ehh? sweeet rite! haha. jiemeis can celebrate ur bdae with u. arnt u touched n honoured.. tsk. hoho. consider urself lucky k. we bought u choco fudge cake. wasnt really my idea actually. i was wishing it'l be a BA ZHANG. hahaha. hiya too bad lar. not everything comes my way rite.. if only this time it will.. hehhehe. u'll have the most special bdae cake anybody can every have. haha. its better dan a plain ol' bdae cake lor. more memorable. haha.

sigh.. tired. wonder if i'll have any brain cells left by nov.. =/

500?!

2006-03-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

ah. mr ang sucks. not my father.. my chi teacher. yupp.
not that we purposely pon his lessons lar..
we seriously forgot k. say until we so horrible like that.
'ni men zhong si le.. blablabla'
bleah!
in the end three 500words chinese essay!!
oh man oh man.
might as die. dont think my chi essays ever reached 400words before.
freakkkk.

tdy first day of sch! haha. thot i'll be damn slpy. in the end still alrite lar. had a change of timetables. dont like the new one leh! dont have any slacking days.. means i cannot dun come sch for no reasons lar.. sigh.

bleah. emaths lessons suck. mr wong sucks. he thinks i got a thing against him so he's against me. what the hell lar. most of the time i really did not mean to not hand in my hmwk lo.. say untill im a bad, rebellious, incorrigible girl lidat. sigh.. guess i gave him bad impression at first sight bah. bleah.

hoho. its march 20! which means.. somebody's bdae is looming! hahaha.
xiiaoDEE*_!
jiiex here diidn f0rgett euuiex w0rrx!
kiexkiex.
t0uchhedd n0rrtx??
hurhur.

haha. that was totally unneccessary. heard tht some ppl even really mistakened us for bimbos! hahaha. cindy!! angeline!! our plan worked eh? we are gd learners (:
hahhaa.

haha. its a mon. there's sch tmr. and here i am online?!!??! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. im such a failure nerd.. T.T
sucks man..

YAY

2006-03-18T18:11:00.000+08:00

ok. i decide liao. if i ever wanna change blogskin, i wont do it by myself. promise.
haha. almost had to delete this whole damn thing lar.

im sick of black and white! duck, zoey, whoever. can somebody help me change skin?? i've chosen a nice colourful one le (:

slacked the whole day at home tdy.. bleah. was a very gd daughter. helped my mother do research until eyes pain, headache. no pay sia!

sigh. my blog is dead. nobody come tag de :(

sucks lar. sch reopening soon! have not even done 1/4 of the hmwk lar.. sian. i sense trouble on first day of sch.. bleah.

tired. shall end here. zZzZz