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C'ESTE
ELAINE
17
zhss; bball
njyc; odac
jiemeis <33

CURRENTLY

mugging my poor ass off for promos. i wish.

FRIENDS

Amanda
Angeline
Angmoh
Cher
Cindy
Eileen
Jinci
Jinli
Joanna
Kex
Lindis
Sinye
Theresa
Xuelin
Ziqing
Zoey


WHO LOVE HER






CREDS
X, X, X

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Wednesday, March 30, 2005
time: 1:56 PM
tdy's lessons was simply lost on me.
yuppx.
wasted.
onli able to focus in
a math ; chem
dono y lehhx
canot concentrate.
not on othr matters la..
mind simply..
tune off
n started fa dai-ing/stoning
hiyx..
y am i so slack recentli..
i wanna studi hard lorrx.
bud cant bring myself to it.
hiyx..
nvm-
i shall xia ding jue xin.
hahhx.
u pplz..
dun olwayz tempt me kae??
went out again..
wif hai yee!
hahhx..
canot decide whr to go..
so in de end go j8 watch movie.
i finallie got to watch Hitch!
hahhx.
damn funi lorrxx.
luff til peng..
im broke liao larrx
watch so mani movies le..
muz scrimp liao
nth le lar
goin off lerrx.




Tuesday, March 29, 2005
time: 11:04 AM
tdy
can b sumarised in a few words:
fuckin pathetically boring n dull
maybe de eng is a lil rong
bud heck larrx
its true can liao
onli perk was goin out wif duck
hahhx
we went to j8.
she veri gd..
c i so ke lian
pei wo 4 lunch
tink i hai ta became fatter
cos she eat liao..
nvm.
ur stil veri chio duck!!
juz wanna sae!
ur de best jie meix!
hahhx.
thx alort!
is dis enuff bout u??
nth 2 sae liaoz..
goin off lerrx..

ps: 27.o3.o5's post is impt!




Monday, March 28, 2005
time: 1:18 PM
WANTED
To all eligible guys out der:

Cindy's lookin fer a boyfren~

Requirements:

Tall ; above 1.75m
Generous ; if ur cheapskate dan 4get it!
Rather rich ; so dat u can b genrous la -.-
Decent looking ; c u wont puke can liao.
Age must be 15-17 yrs old ; too old or young 4get it too.
In Mayflower Secondary Sku ; othr place oso can larrx. cindy is quite amiable :P
Must treat her well ; obviousli rite!

if u fulfill ALL de requirements above,
feel free to contact me OR Xuelin.
Der WILL b an interview!

Please:
dun try to bluff us!
if ur obviousli 1.65m DUN TINK BOUT IT
rmb!
we're NOT blind
der'l b measurin tape upon 1st meetin! (jkjk)
u can eithr tagg our bloggs (me&xuelin)
or call us ;)
DUN pangseh us afta agreeing to meet!

Cindy's a reallie nice gal.
u'l regret if u dun grab this opportunity!

dats all for now-




time: 10:57 AM
hiyxx.
this is supposed ter b yst's post.
actualli started off fine..
hmmx..
got tuition.
started on coordintae sth larrx
wad a waste lorrx
in de end neva go cut hair.
i got a feeling i'l kana caught
Again
on monday lehhx..
nvm.
1 gd ting is i caught alort of balls!
hahhx.
actualli is cos studi b4 liao ma..
its ok.
revision oso gd.
aniwae, afta tuition go PS
eat pastamania
hahhx
so funi lorrx
everibodie keeps goin
"Elaine...elaine...elaine.."
everything lyk MY fault lidat lorrx.
haha..
so funi..
luv de jie meis man..
show starts at 6.25..
hiyx..
anothr l8 show.
confirm kana scoldin rite??
aniwae..
Miss Congeniality is a veri nice show..
hahhx.
luff til peng lorrx..
hiyxx
wad happend afta goin home not nice
NOT funi.
nvm..
juz 4get unhappiness can liao
rite?
okie.
tdy arhh
its soooo boring dat i dun wanna ruin my post.
4get it man..
goin off lerrx..




Saturday, March 26, 2005
time: 3:02 PM
tdy started off quite bad fer mie
cos i was woken up too earlie!
arghh
my lil cousin start cryin at 8+ lorrx
wake up liao..
dan onlie able to lie til 9.30..
hiyxx
extremeli slpy..
aniwae..
goin off ter watch movie
hahhx.
The Eye 10
its a damn scaree bud damn funni!
hahhx.
noe its a weird combo.
bud its true..
hmmx..
bud de waitin was a loooong tym
show starts at 6.50
but bought de tix at 2+??
haf ter stone der fer some tym
lotsar eatin too
ice cream!
lol..
its tiramisiu..
aniwae..
ya..its quite an okae dae..
finallie..
gonna haf my hair cut!
wif cindy b4 tuition i tink..
gettin sick n tired of it.
gives me bad luck
afta de hair cut
keep gettin in2 troubles..
hmmx..
neva realised b4..
lol..
not dat superstitious larrx.
kae,
goin off lerrx..




Thursday, March 24, 2005
time: 11:02 PM
kaoz.
dis is a reeeaaalllie unlucki yr fer me.
i'f ardy got in2 a few troubles..
here, i shall list em out fer u all
its quite interestin
n requires some math skill..
1. tio fingernail spotcheck-2demerit
2. caught fer sock+hair-2demerit
3. reported by an asshole fer eatin in class-let off
4. l8 fer flag-raising-3demerit+sit ouside G.O
SIANN LARRX
so how??
lets c...
2+2+3=7
o wow.
by de 3rd month n ardy i got 7 demerit?!
luckily..
our class got 2merit 4 some reason
so..
7-2=5
hahhx.
5demerit
ehhx.
still need to get notification leta.
wad de hell lorrx
tok bout tdy's freakin incident.
incident no.4
i was actualli NOT l8 4 flag-raising
was bout to reach dat stooopid spiral staircase
dan i realised left my name tag in class
so i ran back to get it.
in de end lehhx
wen i rushed back
stuck at de end of de jam
in de freakin spiral staircase
kaoz
councillors wont let us go..
sae music stopp liao
hiyxx
in de end..
haf ter stay back afta sku lorrx
c mr lim
Again..
lucki in my class got Kex pei wo..
siann
afta sku stil haf ter stone outside G.O
4 lyk wad..2 1/2 hrs?!
everi teacher who walk pass so kaypo
muz loook
c wad c
dan mrs E. Lim recognize me
Again...
laz tym caught 4 incident 2
she oso recognize me..
fck
am i so memorable?!
hahhx.
wads reallie farni was wad mr lim said to me
he said:
"Elaine, u again.
Y do i keep seeing u recentli?
im tired of seeing your face.."
LOL
i wanted 2 sae "me too! hi-5 man.."
LOL
thk god i didn.
he wasn jokin..
hiyxx
juz wanna sae
im not actin rebellious or anyth
i oso dun go lookin fer trouble
dan y do i keep gettin in2 it?!
fck..
at dis rate
i'l end up wif dono how mani demerit pts liao..
tink i'l b keepin a low profile fer now..
hiyxx..
so troubled man..
goin off lerrx..




time: 2:27 PM
tdy was alrite
everything's same..
so boring..
wish der could b some changes or excitements
in my life
bud fat hope.
it'l alwayz be lidat.
abit funi during geog tho..
dono y lehhx
veri tired tdy..
esp wen its double period lorrx!
can die.
aniwae
dozed off a lil tdy..
dan suddenli mrs hoo say
"Elaine, wake up."
scare me sia..
hahhx..so woke up lorrx.
dan kennrick kana cuaght 4 slpin twice too!
in de end haf to stand
awhile lata rite,
mrs hoo sae kennrick will haf some1 2 pei
in standin up
dont noe y..
quite alot of ppl turn back to look at me.
humph.
not my fault dis tym kae..
hiyxx.
dan mrs hoo sae de classmates veri bad..
hahha.
other dan dat..
o yahz
tdy got tuition.
haha..it was quite funi..
me n angeline were busi catching balls
neva reallie copy down..
dan we saw her fren,sittin bside her
copy until veri neat
dan angeline sae
"y u copy until so neat?"
veri loudli.
teacher heard.
hahha. n said we're supposed to do dat!
everibodi in class luffed..
so funi..
lata i oso had to ans a quesn
dat quesn is simpler dan othr ppl's de..
budden de teacher thot i neva studi log b4.
so she praised me!
n wanted 2 gif me 1 bonus pt!
hahhx.
but i veri honest.
i sae i finished learnin log liao.
bud she sae im honest!
haha..
in de end stil gif me de pt!
we're 1 more pt closer to our rocher!
thk me angeline ; cindy ; qiuyu!
yuppx.
tdy not too bad actualli..
kae..
goin off lerrx..




Wednesday, March 23, 2005
time: 9:47 AM
damn pissed
i didn noe Zhss got so mani bo liao ppls lorrx
i oso didn noe got ppl zhe me kan wo bu shuang.
wad did i do!?
i onli ate a chicken burger in class mahhx.
wads de BIG deal lorrx
so mani ppl eatin in class too!
y onli report me to mr lim?!
siao larrh..
hate u man..
i dun even noe who r u!
if u dun lyk me come tell me can?
dun do dis sorta disgusting ting.
dan de mr lim sae muz gif 5 demerits
fck lorrx
i ardy got 4 liaoz..
5+4=9
shit.
get 1st warning leta.
if 1 more?! dan anothr leta!
wad de hell
BUT he sae..
i can oso choose apologise to de sku!
siao.
so paiseh lorrx
luckily in de end..
he sae can let me off larhh..
on de condition dat i'l
'keep ur class in line for the rest of de year'
wad can i do?!
onli can agree rite
my mum'l FLIP if she saw de letas.
I'l freak if i haf to apologise to de sku
shit
wad haf i gotten myself into again...
aniwae..
juz wanna summarise my day in 2 wrds
-screwed up-




Saturday, March 19, 2005
time: 1:18 PM
wads her problem
if anything went wrong wif him
who does she blame
mE~
wad de hell lorrx
im her chu qi tong izzit
fck.
so pissed rite now
is lyk..
he die or alive
good or bad
i oso dun give a damn kkae!
y shd i moniter him 24hrs
ive got my own life
hes beyond hope aniwae
useless piece of shit
came to dis world
onli 2 waste precious minerals
waste oxygen
waste food
waste money
waste tym
waste blood:
(for puking at his nonsense)
damn
shes home lerrx.




time: 6:18 AM
im in cindy's hse now
w8tin 4 dat slowpoke angeline
actualli wan to do hw 1..
budden wif de com on,
u tink i can?!
hahhx..so came n blog awhile.
yuppx.
eatin cindy's mother make de sushi at de same tym
hahhx.
promised to leave some 4 angeline
nvm,
her prob rite
who call her so slow..
*-*
tdy 's training was boring
run de bball courts 4 warm-up
so slack ritee.
xiang dang nian...hiyxxx.
coach onli concentrae on de C'gals
*C'girls JiA yOu!*
hmmx..somehow neglected some ppls..
its okie larrx
actualli.
-.-
tink i've lost my way..
as in..
im not sure if im stil passionate bout bball
trainings seems funn at tyms
hahhx..
bud y i alwayz hesistate so much?
as to whthr i shd go anortz..
hmmx..
if i dun lyk bball as much as laz tym lerrx
dan wad do i lyk?!
im not sure..
still searchin 4 that thing
...
i shall continue wen i go home
cindy's gonna finish bathin soon.
goin lerrx..




Friday, March 18, 2005
time: 8:05 AM
hiyxx..anoder boring day.
wads de problem wif holidaes.
u wish 4 it to come desperateli
but wen it finalli arrives??
one big fat disappointment.
hiyxx..
dis is mad..
im actualli wishing for sch to reopen soon?!
hiyxx..
im staring at de pile of math hmwk.
wads de point
even if i wanna do
i dono how..
freak..
its rotting n collectin mold lerrx..
sian.
listening to jay chou's songs
again.
hmmx..stil sound veri nice
nvm..
i shall start on my other hws:
chem
eng
hist
social studies
having a difficult tym choosing which.
juz too mani..
trying to finish dis box of chocs
so i can keep my beluved neos inside
:D
wad am i doin?!?!
hahhx.
im actualli gettin in2 habit of bloggin.
wierd.
nvm..
duck will be soo pleased
:P
can u all tell im tryin 2 waste space??
hahhx.
realised my previous posts veri short.
yuppx.
veri obvious
aniwae,
goin off lerrx..




Wednesday, March 16, 2005
time: 2:45 PM
tdy was quite bo liao actualli..everibodi was lyk juz hanging around stoning n crapping.. hahhx.. we bought de tixs 4 a 5.15 boogeyman show..bud we start w8in since 3...hiyxx..so sian lorrx. dan me angeline cindy xuelin n duck decided to go shope round, so wont disturb dua na n weix... hahhx. dey got de same interest. play arcade lorrx. so went off to find a cheap place to plae in.. suspicious??? shop round n round de same old place.. stupid angeline dan point out dat stupid orange skirt. causin such big como. dan corz everibodi so bored lorrx. decide to experiment wiff me.. veri fun mehhx! in de end lehhx. i bcome clown 4 u all larrx..c everibodi so sian lidat.. kkz. decided to humour u all abit. bud yue lai yue guo fen okie! after tryin dat stoooopid orange skirt, stil muz try dat stooooopid shirt too. hahhhx. angeline canot c..she so angri..haha.hiyxx..i promise. dis will b de LAZ tym u all will ever witness me lyk dis. -cherish dis moment- haha.. lucki no fotos were taken. hmmx, nxt tym plae wif others lyk angeline can.. yuppx. de show was quite ok onli larhhx.not a veri gd horror movie..bud i easi to scare..cant judge properli. hahhx. poor weix have to sit bside angeline too! lucki i got alot of experiences liaoz..keep ignorin her questions. hahhx. weix keep answerin her..in de end..both lyk neva watch??! waste money lehhx. haha..dan i oso 1st tym c a person can b left wif so much popcorn n drink after a show lorrx! lyk more dan 3/4 left lehhx. haha. total waste..hmmx. sae alot liaox. nxt tym continue..




Wednesday, March 09, 2005
time: 9:40 PM
hiyxx..u pplz arh..keep pressurizin me to blog. not veri used to writing Dear Diary lorrx..
nvm..tok bout my1st eva tuition wif angeline n cindy! 1st, hahx..tdy lyk so hectic lorrxx..go in2 classrm dan we occupy other ppls' chairs..hahx..abit bueh paiseh lehhx. budden im used to it larr.. unlyk cindy,shes diff frm me n angeline..poor ting..haha.
kaoz ehhx.de teacher tok so freakin fazz sia..me n cindy listen dao blur.. at least we tried okie! hahax..angeline juz gave up frm de beginning..dan keep disturbin me n cindy lorrx..1st she drew an aeroplane on de teacher's summary sheet..dan keep crappin..hiyxx. tdy totalli wasted sia!
wonder if its enuff le..hmmx..
tdy in sch was crapp lorr..lyk anyth went in2 my head lidat..
freak.can i end here???