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Sunday, September 25, 2005
time: 9:43 PM
cannot study anymore. shall continue tmr.

sighh.. found out sth. got me thinkin bout de past again. wayyy back. wen none of my frens noe me dan. haha. yea. tht long ago. didn thot bout it for so long le.. tried to rmb everything.. found out dat i didn forget at all. haha.. so weird. im infamous for my stm. nw i can stil rmb sth tht happened donkey yrs ago. feelin.. odd. crap. im gettin sentimental. better stop it.

im hopeless in physics. bleahx.


-certi
fiedgonecase




Friday, September 23, 2005
time: 10:51 PM
i dont see any point in bloggin anymore. nobody reads anyway. bleahx.

exams are around the corner. dunno what am i doin with my life. slackin here and there. sigh.. i joined a maths tuition again. hope i'l do better. yeah its a little too late. but at least i tried. school life sucks. im soo tired. tried to become hardworking and all. but its just so weird. dont even know where to start. crap.

feeling rather miserable recently. mother has gone to china. will be back 2wks later. im missin' her. only now do i realise my mother's comforting presence. sighh..

how do people do it? how do they stay focus on a piece of work for more than an hour?! it's totally impossible for me. my mind will wonder off to.. food.. handphone.. sleep.. arghh. my attention span is lesser than an hour.

dont see any of the jiemeis recently. i miss them! seems that they went out a few times recently but i couldn be there.. sighh..

anyway. feel like ending this stupid blog now.




Sunday, September 18, 2005
time: 1:05 PM
heyhey.
wasn online for a few days.. sighh. dun think anyone noticed!! anyway.. i decided not to come online anymore unless its de weekend. haha. nth to do online too. yupp. bloggin to make it alive.

sighhs.. gotta get progress slip on mon i think. two failures! geog E8 ; physics F9!! rahhhh! my mother's gonna kill me. she say cannot fail wor. die die die~

xams are rnd the corner. everybody work hard hor!! jiayou!! x)

hmmm. bball trainings stop liao. sigh. got trainin i feel lazi. now no more training i feel restless. wad is wrong with me lar. idiot. yea im scoldin myself. psycho.

lalala~ im tryin to pressurize myself. haha. a bit weirdo but nvm.. i cannot feel stressed-up leh!! somebody pressure me pls.

o ya. Happy Mid-Autumn Festival. =)
ystd's mid-autumn fest-cum- sch ani was not bad.. nice food. concert was funni at tyms. esp de dance. hahahaha. okie shall not be evil n mention waimun here. heh =p




Saturday, September 10, 2005
time: 12:45 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR STABBER

haha.. goin to meet dem ltr. cindy xuelin dua na. sighhs. duck n angeline wont be here tdy.. duck'l come ltr but angeline's not even in sinapore!! nvm.. nxt tym than.

stil rottin at home now. haha.. actually all of us planned to meet at 11am de. in the end leh.. haha.. keep pushin the time.

lalala~ im bored!!

im broke too!! angeline owes me 10bucks i owe xuelin 5bucks. hmmm..

kae.. nth to say liao.



-thepassionisback




Wednesday, September 07, 2005
time: 1:21 PM
haha im here again. i realise i blogg really often nowadays.. guess i have alot of spare time to kill. haha.. anyway, had training tdy. not bad lar. de atmosphere is.. good? no bad moods.. o ya. cept for a short while i abit pek cek. due to too much duck-walks n pumpings. paisehh..

after training went moh's hse awhile.. haha. her hse is quite spacey. dun lyk her hse de stairs tho.. reminds me of hospital railings. haha.. dan went j8 to meet char. haha.. first tym go out with her. not bad la.. couldn decide where to go. so just got on de mrt. decided on de purple line. argh in the end go heartland stone. haha.. walked arnd n arnd.. ate a little here n der.. dan go off liao.

went back n saw cindy at the bus-stop with her fren. waited along too dan go play bball. again. lol. saw kim li der.. actually got other zh de but they left before i came. too bad. played a match. sehh. got a guy very pro. bleahx.

got home finally.. but just sat arnd n watch tv. end of my day. yucks. this sept holiday will be gone soon. omg.. end-of-yrs is just rnd the corner n i stil dont have my motivation!! somebody pressurise me pls.




Tuesday, September 06, 2005
time: 1:12 PM
first wanna congratulate mE for changin dis blogskin myself! ( ok with a little of zoey's help )
hahahha. not bad eh?? finally realised how difficult it was.
wanna thnk cindy duck xuelin zoey for helpin me in de past!!
haha.. hmm. dats all bout dis.

welll..tdy wasn't so bad aftrall. went to sch for dis stupid physics retest dat i only rmb de nite b4, n dat was when i was stil fiddling with dis blog. yea. so.. shd be able to predict result lar. skipped chinese class cos i knew it'l be totally useless. it was damn early. 10am. everyone was stil aslp. but i continued phoning up frens anywae x)
finally got dua na to pei me =) luv her. despite de fact dat she stabs me all de tym *-*
went compass to eat. dan travelled all de way to amk library to study. haha.. i guess we didn
really accomplish much. she so lousy lar.. read bk oso fall aslp.
haha.. yup. dats y i say tdy wasn so bad aftrall.

anyway der's training tmr.. SIGHS.
prayPRAYpray it'l be a cloudy day.
jiayou for tmr i guess.


-irawk




time: 12:17 AM
"Monkeys do really make wonders.."

I SAY MONKEYS YOU SAY RULE,RAWK,REIGN.
MONKEYS RULE RAWK REIGN,
MONKEYS RULE RAWK REIGN!

welovebananas'
zoeychewinvaded-




Sunday, September 04, 2005
time: 2:59 PM
tdy started off blearily.
haha.. everibody feelin so sian n all..
dont feel lyk goin out actually.
but xuelin called n ask me out.
yayy. luv her. =]
well.. aftr a looong tym of discusion
(me xuelin n dua na )
we stil went to de most boring place.
heartland mall. lol.
quite siann. rotted arnd.
as usual.. ate alot too.
go der 1st thing buy sausage.. satay flavour de.
dan we shared ice-cream.
xuelin's treat. ( one reason y i luv her )
dan i bought coffee bread. haha. nice =)
dan i bought hazelnut milk tea. nice too.
xuelin sae too swt..
since she cant stand dis sorta swtness
dun think she can stand her bf's swtness too nxt tym.
haha.. u realise everything is i buy n eat?
dua na n xuelin not as pig as me leh.
rotted more dan decide to go my hse..
haha.. on de wae der.
toyed arnd wif xl's hp.
so nice la de camera!!
had a great tym taking fotos of myself!! lol.
haha dua na started havin headache.
sighh. tdy's realli nt her dae.
went my hse to rot n eat.
hehe dua na buy de drum stick so nice!!
haha..
xl microwaved some nuggets. nice =)
i guess i ate alot tdy.. sighh.
cindy took a REALLY long tym to come..
slpt her whole dae awae..
well.. we went to de bball court aftr dat.
tkd mah.. haha.
siann man. so mani pplx. cannot play til 9.
so we send xl home..
sehh.. de area so dark n scari.
got dis lizardous path summore..
sighh..
dan dey started suanin me!
humph.
i finalli saw their true colours!!
sad sia..
esp cindy n xl. dey sae ar..
if got robbers or wad dey'l sacrifice me dan run awae!!
cannot belive it. got such frens de?!
at first thot dua na veri nice.
nvr join in de suans.
o ya wanna talk bout her. hehe.
~***~
the stabber
( aka dua na )
back/fornt/diagonal/left/right stabber
pusher.
hitter.
slapper.
umm.. anything else??
everybody can tell dat i treat her best rite..
lavished most of my love n concern on her lo!
she so wang en fu yi sia..
heartbroken worx.
sighhs..
here i am.. once again..
im stabbed into pieces..
so hurtin la dat women!
dno y lar.
she treat me so bad yet i stil treat her nice nice
aftr we send xl home..
walked back to play bball.
stabber keeps stabbin me n cindy.
haha.. since dan we keep callin her stabber.
lol. idiot la she. haha..
played a while. 2vs1 as usual. haha!
we got rathr thirsty so decide to go n buy drinks..
poor stabber lost her ez link card along de wae!!
we retraced our paths a few tyms to no avail..
lets hope a kind soul picks it up n brought it to de police post. =)
sighh.. see dat women so sad i decide nt to suan her anymore..
haha..
lent her some coins dan pei her wait for bus.
she so despondent lar!
desperate pplx sae de most idiotic stuffs. lol!!
cindy heard her muttering sth lyk
dear card whr r u?
r u in my underwear??
LOL.
i tried helpin her by hypnotizin her..
she's a lousi patient lar!
ask her fall aslp but she doesn.
haha..
hilarious lar
ended up pityin her. not angri wif her.
aiyoo..
she treat me so bad yet i stil teng her most.
she sheng zai fu zhong bu zhi fu.
lalala~~
thx to dis three jiemies of mine
tdy turned out so nice aftrall!!
thx guys..
realli luv ya..
noe u all were onli kiddin..
=]




Friday, September 02, 2005
time: 1:00 PM
argh.
if der's dis competition called
Stupidest-Guy-On-Earth
my brother will win it hands down.
ya noe wad dat asshole did?
he stole my mother's money
50bucks.
STUPID
lyk my mother wont notice 50bucks gone frm her wallet!!
wth
wads more.
he LIED wen she confronted him.
idiot.
made some lame-shit excuse
sae he used his own savings to play arcade
pls la
who belives
look at his size
spends ALL of his money on food.
no savings at all to speak of.
my mother quite clever la
she call his fren
dan everything's out liao lo
sucks!!
nw she's soooo pissed off.
hell hath no fury lyk a mother being lied to.
im missing superstar
all cos of him
i wont forget
nicest part.
guess wad?
my mother took awae de SCV card
it means no tv til sundae.
ME TOOO.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH
WTF.
dis has NTH to do with me......
tdy is my mother scold him.
tmr my turn.
SUCKer.
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btw.. saw a lil of superstar just nw
heex.
JY sang Wu Ding.
omg.
* swoons *
sighhs...
he rawks.
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sch tmr.
sian.
gtg le.