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ELAINE
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jiemeis <33

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Sunday, October 30, 2005
time: 10:41 PM
'big' news: my brother, currentli a sec1, has ardy failed Five subs for his overall.
haha, i noe ppl lyk cindy n xuelin will think i'l be damn happy to noe dis rite.
but im NOT. apparently, to my parents , di di zhuo cuo, jie jie bu dui.
wtf.
im nt he's freakin nanny.
so dun come n blame every single nonsensical thing he did on me.
i tried to psycho/coax/bully him.
to NO avail, u see.
yea, so pls get off my back.
grrr.. makes me so pissed.
nw all dey cared abt is my brother's pathetic result.
MY nt-bad results are completely forgotten.
wads de point lar.
sighh..
just came here to rant.
mayb im jealous.
ha.
ha.
ha.




time: 5:31 PM
heyhey.
haha. im back guys.
cos xuelin sae i ought to be ashamed to abandon dis blog.
lol.
i didn come cos i hate my blogskin nw!!!
so sick n tired of it ler.
nvm.
in search of a new one nw =)
***
woke up feeling rather happy =]
rather enjoyed myself ystd.
haha.
went to sing karaoke!
lol.
not bad okie, my voice.
hhaha.
mostly sang Jay's songs lar..
hohoho.
***
wha..
tdy ate alot sia..
morn went city plaza with my mother
ate rather alot.
dan went church for christmas play rehearsal.
ate a whole packet of french fries.
father came n fetch me,
go eat wonton mee.
go home,
eat sausages.
o.O
im gettin fatter!!
***
yayy ^^V
goin to yu gou jay chou's new cd ltr.
=D
***
sighhs..
i guess im out of it le lar..
but how come i wasnt even informed??
sucks eh..
im nt worth informing meh.
go n die la.
=/




Friday, October 21, 2005
time: 10:53 PM
idiot lar.. mr lee keep pickin on me. once he get started on sth i did, lyk slpin in class.. he'l go on to nag bout my other faults. idiot lar. nth beta to do. i shall not get started on this too. grrr..

training.. 5rnds arnd de sch. almost forgot how big zhonghua is 0.O its huge. almost died lar can.. some more the sun so hot tdy. felt roasted lor..

sighh.. im losing my goals n targets.. not sure i wanna strive anymore. lyk quite useless.

feeling odd of sorts too. neither here nor there.




Wednesday, October 19, 2005
time: 9:36 PM
headache. so many things to think bout. yet my brain stubbornly refuse to shut down. shall black out soon. its a must.




Monday, October 17, 2005
time: 10:29 PM
sink into depression whenever i remember my physics results..
got 'em tdy.
crap lar.
38!!
thirty-eight. i hate this number now.
when shall i tell my mother leh..
i think i'l wait til a few days befor gettin back our report bk.
yupp.
horrible..
really dno shd i drop it or nt.
ms ting talked bout this tdy..
heh, i listened attentively kae.
w/o physics it'l be difficult to get into a gd JC combi eh.
but i'v really studied hard for it lor..
stil dun even pass or get an E8.
wtf lor.
abit waste my tym n effort on it.
=(
shall think it through..
sighh..
really dno leh.
but confirm muz take re-exam lar.. =/
wth.
o great im depressed again.
freakkk-




Friday, October 14, 2005
time: 10:55 PM
another not-so-bad day. haha.. albeit bored at tyms.. but stil no devastating news. =]

played bball aftr sch. so-so la.. i played lyk shit can.. horrible. =S

keep thinking bout wad ppl tell me tdy.. all sorts of things la.. realised got two sides of everthing sia.. shant be obstinate anymore. heh. must always look on the bright side of life =D




Thursday, October 13, 2005
time: 9:24 PM
i guess those prayers worked.. haha. results aint too bad. pretty alrite.. =]
hmm.. lets see. currently haven receive devastating news lar. cos ms ting haven mark finish.. saw her arnd aftr training.. sucks eh, i big mouth go ask how did i fare.. n she sae not veri gd!!! wahhh~ almost fainted on the spot lor. sighh. even tho i expected it.. stil. feel sad lor. cos i noe i did study hard for it! sighh..

lucky the rest was stil quite okie.. im happy wif a maths lar! first tym score 60+ for it. ahahhaha. dan chem was so-so.. chi was quite expected.. eng not bad.. e maths beta dan my expectations. heh. i expected to fail.

ah.. training. once again my prayer was answered =) but my legs are veri suan nw. even tho didn run much!! haha. can tell how much i'v deproved.. hmmm. went to eat. haha. got ppl treat. hahaa.. dan ltr go court find cindy n dua na.. miss em so much!! yay. de jiemeis wil be free soon. whahahax.

kkae.. gtg. o yar. wanna wish duck gd luck!! poor thing lor.. hahaha..




Wednesday, October 12, 2005
time: 11:58 PM
SCH BLUES.
crap.
TRAINING BLUES.
sigh.
gettin results back tmr.
wth.
dread.. dread.. dread..
hate the scorching sun.
cant it be kinder to me??
arghhh-
im so used to my lazy-slacker life.
i have no stamina to speak off.
sucks.
time-disorientated too.
slpin tym needs to be adjusted.
sure cannot stay awake in class tmr.
siann!
okie done complaining =]
pray hard tmr training will be alrite n fun.
pray hard results will be alrite.
=)




Monday, October 10, 2005
time: 11:59 PM
sighh.. feel moody all of a sudden.. decide to blog a little.. i guess i harboured great hopes for after exams.. n yea.. great hopes mean greater disappointment..

anyway exams are officially over. im free. relieved. unburdened. hmm.. tdy's paper was geog paper 1, all thse mcq. haha.. not bad lar.

went out wif cher tdy.. haha. its de first tym de 2 of us go out tgthr.. nt bad lei. haha.. went bugis shoppin. i sua ku. dno how nice bugis is. haha.. window shopped arnd n had fun lookin at stuffs. bleahx. both of us are broke. heh, abit cheapskate ar?? haha.. thx wor. =)

i guess i did complain alot..
didn spared a thot for u..

sry..
its ok..

ur happy there mah..
but it's not for me..
wadever la..
stil gd frens rite.
be happy =]




Friday, October 07, 2005
time: 6:49 PM
EXAMS ARE OVER.

yeahhh. the feeling is so nice. especially when i noe stil got ppl lyk duck stil muggin!!! wahahahha.. wooots~

heh. had maths paper tdy. total CRAP. puiii. bleahx. shit. scared haf to retake exam lehh.. SIAN! ah heckk- enjoy lyk crazie first. =P

hrmmm.. so long nvr blog. dno wad to sae le. haha.. nxt tym bah.


ppl out der stil muggin: jiayouu!! x)