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Sunday, April 30, 2006
time: 11:23 PM
happy belated birthday, mummy!
haha.
it was my mother's birthday ystd.
happy birthday joanna!
haha.
its duck's birthday tdy!
oh man.
april arh..
horrible month.
have to spend so much money o.O
very broke le lar!
sigh..
must scrimp le.
no more taking of cabs unless it is truly necessary!!

went out with jiemeis today and it was damn fun!
haha.
so long dont have jiemeis outting liao.
finally sia.
at first go ps..
hmm.
i reached there in a rather bad mood =/
was hot and bothered.
hungry n thirsty.
i know i rather mean la.. =sorry everybody!
cheered up pretty much in the end whilst deciding where to eat.
voted and fish&co. was the answer!
haha.
dont wanna sound sua ku here but it is my first time there.
nice :D
good food good atmosphere.
hoho.
should go there more often.
stupid dua na only arrived after we have finished eating.
decided to walk to hereen and take neos!
hahaha.
zilian and act bimbotic all the way.
poor dua na was so embarrassed.
but its alrite.
she should be pretty used to that feeling now.
'cos she feels it the most often among us, right?
haha.
we even posed with some coloured cupboard cows along the way.
people were looking at us.
lol.

by the time we got to hereen we were already pretty tired.
only had time to take some not-very-nice neos before duck rushed us off.
in the end we ended up at angeline's hse lar..
haha.
slacked around playing bridge and dai dee!
hahaha.
bridge, jiemeis' favourite past time!
haha..
today's so not my day lar.
even with the birthday girl as my partner also keep losing.
bleah..
but it was very fun la.
haha.
had a very nice day today :)




Saturday, April 29, 2006
time: 12:27 AM
thank god its friday!
sch was tiring today..
bleah.
had chem prac..
haha.
tiring and hot!
have this small phobia of heating liquids now..
ever since that time this lead-thingy spurted out like mini volcano..
o man =/

rushed to tuition immediately after chem prac.
was late, but as usual, lesson started late too.
most of the time was spent eating and walking around toa payoh central.
haha.
cindy and i decided to walk around pasar malam.
apparently thats what bimbos do, you see.
at least thats what she said lar.
haha.
oh but tuition is constructive tdy.
esp on trigo.. :)

went town with cindy after tuition.
had to buy some presents..
haha!
shopped all over this mall.
damn tiring!!
feet ache like crazy but no place to sit de..
big sacrifice lor..
haha..
i'd forgotten how tiring shopping can be..
so long nvr go shopping liao.
has turned nerdy u see.
haha.
but its great fun.
shd do it more oftn! x)

oh.
today's my mother's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY =D
yay.
going out tmr again.

i'm walking away from the troubles in my life
i'm walking away oh to find a better day

sometimes some people get me wrong
when it's something I've said or done
sometimes you feel there is no fun
that's why you turn and run
but now I truly realise some people don't wanna cpomromise
well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies
and well I don't wanna live my life too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights i'm sorry to say..




Wednesday, April 19, 2006
time: 10:13 PM
haha. im doing hmwk now. or supposed to be doing hmwk nw. realised i have not been blogging for a while. hmm. sch life is getting pretty busy recently. lesser tuitions nw. but more ssp!

sigh. sometyms simply feel lyk giving up on e&a maths. keep failing de! bleah. dno wad is wrong.

went amaths tuition tdy. haha. damn funny. met angeline before tuition. went to eat at kfc. treated her! cos i was a little late. humpf. doesn pay to be late. well. we were eating halfway when i thot i saw james. u noe. dua na's james!! n i became very excited. but i was not really sure if he is james. in my hazy memory james is this tall-lanky-big-eyed-quite-cute-plays-bball guy. hmm. the guy i saw wasn as cute or as tall as i remembered. haha. but its alrite. i told angeline about it. n we were getting pretty excited. its dua na's guy aftrall! haha. so we discussed how to make sure he is james. angeline has a stupid idea. i would pretend to be on the phone when we walk past them n call out 'james!' pretend de la duh.. haha. than she'll be looking out for his reaction. if he sorta respond.. well. than he is dua na's james! hoho. great plane rite. we were about to implement it when we noticed his girlfren looking at us weirdly. oh yeah did i mention about his gf? hmm. is this rather plain looking girl. our beloved dua na is so much better! if im a male i'll definitely choose dua na over her anytym. but anyway.. i guess our starings were getting too obvious n she noticed. haha. she probably think we are two despotic girls who are eyeing her bf!! in the end, while walking near them, we decided to ditch the plan! cos tht gf is seriously staring at us.. sigh. what a pity! haha.. n we guess she told him too. cos when we walk past, he turned and look at us oddly. argh! but nvm. both of us are used to humiliating ourselves in public anyway. hahaha. anyway.. to save what little face we have left, we pretended to be extremely interested in this necklace display outside kfc. hahaha. we were giggling lyk nobody business. oooh! what a nice necklace! (they were quite ugly) thank god nobody we know was arnd. haha.

n because of tht we arrived late for tuition. it was packed. we squeezed our way to the front. of cos.. making a fool of ourselves again. we were still giggling u see. took a very long tym to settle down. haha..

hmm. not looking forward to sch tmr at all. i strongly dislike mr tan. shall not say hate. but really la. what is his problem.. okay maybe i do have attire problem. but he can be reasonable about it rite? im not those rebellious pai-kias who purposely go all the way out just to infuriate the teachers. i just feel comfortable in ankle socks (who doesn?), doodled a little on my nametag (its not a crime), have layered hair (WHAT IS SO WRONG ABOUT LAYERED HAIR?!).. thats about it. he has to make such a big fuss. okay maybe my attitude wasn all that gd when i spoke to him. but who's attitude will be fantastic when somebody is criticising u frm head to toe? argh. and that fcking sarcastic tone. i really cannot stand him. he say my attitude sucks. well, the feeling is mutual.

mrs lim rocks! she is reasonable! that stupid, sissy, irritating.... mr tan wrote this letter or sth to mrs lim. i dont know what for. when she came to the class n asked for me i was so freaking scared la. but well.. turns out she's nice! rather surprised.. she said it isn't worth it to go against teachers 'cos in the end, we are at the losing end. she said some really true things lyk how frm detesting the teacher, we will detest the subj, than we will do badly for that subj.. it really isn't worth it. she's quite nice to talk to la.. haha. she feels that there isn't anything wrong with dyed hair actually. just that we are students. there are rules to abide. haha.. rocks man. oh well. guess i'll actually try to listen to her. see! im not rebellious. sigh.. difficult sia. sometyms my feelings are really obvious on my face. guess next tym i have to work harder in hiding my disgust whenever i saw him. argh.. n to think despise hypocrites!

what a nice, long post. shall go off to slp! :)




Wednesday, April 12, 2006
time: 11:01 PM
2.4km run today. last of those damned napfa.
sigh.. dunno y im so affected by my suckie results.
its not like i trained very hard for it.. but still.. the disappointment..
bleah. oh no. i think my mood just swung. argh.. must be those jay chou songs.
ah.. his songs have so much feelings! haha. angeline sure say i crazy. haha.

i deproved SO MUCH :(
regretted not going for all those trainings. bet they could have helped me clinch a gold.
sigh. y am i so affected.. haha. i know alot of ppl cannot tell that i would be disappointed with such things.. cos im a bloody slacker and all. humpf. i am not that hopeless lor.

oh. did i mention that i'll be failing another bloody amaths test? whoa.. mrs koh's paper is really difficult! haha.. pride comes before a downfall.. couldn rmb who just told me that tdy. rather true! sucks. my mother will be sooo angry =/

hiyo. this is such a crap post.




Saturday, April 01, 2006
time: 11:41 PM
i am so so sick of this black n white skin.

its april fool's tdy. guess tht's y i did some really stupid stuffs.
first stupid stuff is barging into ms chee's sec3 class thinking: "shit im late im damn late. miss 15min of the lesson liao! got space to sit anot??" when actually im 45min early. bloody hell. lucky nobody laughed outright. ms chee only reminded tht 'nw is sec3 class'.

second stupid stuff is me n cindy getting on the bus but i forgot to tap my ez link, and went straight to find a seat. the bus driver had to stop at one of the red light, come to the back, and reminded me that i have to tap my ez link. so embarrassing!

third stupid stuff is me and cindy creating this -biimbOsINC acc in frenstr. haha. nw this is funny! we only had tym to do the very basic stuffs like typing out our profiles.. took some extremely-bimbotic-but-fun-t0-take-photos. i even changed n wore a belt. she put on an extremely bimbotic looking necklace. u know.. those typical shots when we took a mirror reflection instead of ourselves? yeah. we intended to put a caption saying we are going gai-gai. haha. some act cute poses here and there. all about the same lar. me n cindy wondered how those real bimbos did it. we admitted that we really are not very orignal ppl aftrall, and we are copycats! haha. very fun! pls add us in frenstr. our email is
absolutely_bimbotic@hotmail.com
hahaha!

after that cindy had to go home le. her mother keep nagging. rather sian after that. frnstr damn lag so gave up trying to upload the photos. started blog-hopping.

went to a fren's blog n read her archives. thats when my mood totally swung. from just nw the high n silly mood. to the moody reminiscing mood. haha.

got reminded of those times.. when we were stil sec2. when jiemeis stil go out in shirt n berms. when 2e2 were extremely cheeky. when jiemeis were stil quite toot. when we keep bullying our teachers. when we stil werent exactly called jiemeis. sigh.. many many memories.. all mingled up. when there were less hypocrisy. when we were stil very childish. haha.. made me quite sad leh! i wish for all those to come back lor. and for all thse stress to go away.
but it isn't possible! serves no gd to be so sentimental. yeah. lyk cy said. we should look forward. not backwards. haha.. i cannot help it if im a sentimental fool yeah? hiyo. making my mood so bloody miserable nw. bleah.

haha.. by the time i finished blogging this. its past april fool's day ardy!