suddenly feel like ranting. haha. so here goes..

crap! stupid teachers really confiscated all my books!! argh!
oh man.. thought they are just kidding.. went back to classroom after listening compre to find out that my box of books are gone! what the hell. T.T
sigh. worst comes to worst i think i'll go beg mrs wong to help me liao..
stupidddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
only zh has such a crap rule.
argh.

sigh. have not been blogging consistently. nope, not cos i've been mugging. im still slackingggggg. mock prelim is like..3days away?! what's worse, physics is the first paper! and i dunno how to study for it.. maybe i should have just drop this damned subject when i have the chance. now the money is paid, hours were put in, millions of brain cells were killed, cannot quit le! regretting like hell now!!

humans. the thought of the pile of ss ws i photocopied from angmo makes me sick. its already some selected topics only.. ohh there's still the combined part. yeah. history. fantastic.

mathS. two of 'em. that 05 prelim paper is so demoralising.. argh..

geog.. bleah.. the volcanoes and their spouts or whatever. all bullshit.

haha. is this counted as depression? there are several symptoms to look out for:
feeling lethargic and want to sleep all the time
irritated at small reasons..
and so on.
thats what the newspaper said.
haha. i hit 2of'em. heh.
maybe i have depression??

sigh.. enough whines and rants. back to physics.. bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

ahhhh. olvl chinese oral tomorrow!!!
nervousity kills the cat. bleah.
crap. want to study also cannot. dont have any oral notes with me.. utter crap.

can't breathe easy
out of my mind
nothing make sense anymore..

what a beautiful day to sleep in today.. sadly i didn get to enjoy it. rudely awoken up by my parents who insisted on bringing me to thomson to eat kuaychap. hmm.. not bad though..

went hgng mall in the afternoon.. lousy library. not only does it lack good books, the librarians' attitude are crap too. sian. kana scolded by my mother again today. cos 3months ago, i lost her library card in that cursed library(years ago i lost my hp there too). we reported the loss immediately to the library staff and found out that some asshole had already used my mother's card and borrow 3 books. what the hell lar. i only lost it for about less than an hour. the ppl were pretty useless too. keep insisting my mother has to make police report before they are willing to check who had used her card. if she doesn't she has to pay the fines and pay for any books not returned. our fault!??! blame in on that bastard who doesn't have integrity ok. now, months later, that thief still hasn't return one book. sian. my mother bo bian have to make police report. which resulted in another round of scolding in front of the policeman. haha. he seems amused. oh well. i am a little absent minded. sometimes i feel like tying my hsekeys to me. argh.

went home and slack.. while waiting to meet with cindy and yuhui to go mr lim's bdae dinner. on the way angeline hopped along the mrt. haha. first time eating there i think. food wasn't too bad. but its freaking hot and smokey. have to cook the food by ourselves too. a little like seoul garden, without the aircon part. angeline is hopeless in cooking. im a little better. yuhui is gd. cindy is.. not too bad. but she didn cook much. after eating kept taking photos. tried all sorts. act-cute, haha! natural, bleah. hahaha. yuhui very funny. very natural. angeline keep complaining about her fat arms. cindy was quite anti-social. until the end than she liven up abit. haha. throughout cindy and i tried all ways and means to pull angeline and ryan together. he lousy lar, so shy. dno how to grab opportunities thrown at his face de.. must take aggressive actions liao. by hook or by crook must have that pizza hut meal by dec. wahahhaha.

the 3 of us went walking in town after the dinner. haha. decided to go orchard to find some nightlife. there were alot of buskers! some quite nice, some were horrible. haha. we donated some money to this peaceful group. the singer has nice voice (:

walked all over the places but most shops were closed. haha. ended up in borders in the end. cindy and i were in our element. hahaha. angeline is the odd one out la. i saw jeffery DEAVER's new book!! the cold moon. sigh. i think can only find that book in the libraries years later..

had to rush back cos cindy wanna watch her las vegas. haha. nono. the cute guy in las vegas is more accurate. on the way home chatted alot.. sigh. wish jiemeis will stay like this forever (:

reached home pretty late. haha. lucky my mother very tired liao. mood not bad too :D
hehe.

wow. quite a long post.. feels like an essay. haha. if only mrs lee set topics like.. a nice day. hahahaha. forget it. im not creative. better stick to amaths. got formulas to follow. haha.