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C'ESTE
ELAINE
17
zhss; bball
njyc; odac
jiemeis <33

CURRENTLY

mugging my poor ass off for promos. i wish.

FRIENDS

Amanda
Angeline
Angmoh
Cher
Cindy
Eileen
Jinci
Jinli
Joanna
Kex
Lindis
Sinye
Theresa
Xuelin
Ziqing
Zoey


WHO LOVE HER






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Saturday, July 30, 2005
time: 2:48 PM
sigh.
bad dae.
bad mood.
bad attitude.
sry to everybody i dao-ed.
sigh.
enough bout this.
did some reflections. (heh)
realise my life's so pathetic la.
bball cannot make it.
studies oso cannot make it.
sucks.
hmm.
after chattin awhile wif dua na just nw
i realise i miss dem alot alot!! (de jiemeis)
life sucks n seem rather dull without them.
haha.
cannot reali go crazy or play lyk fools.
* aww...*
haha..
~~~
had a few tests ardy.
ah sucks.
physics, e maths, a maths, chinese
all doesn look hopeful.
de idiotic thing is i STUDIED.
feel so wasted.
grrr.
~~~
my bball skill sucks.
argh.
~~~
haha.
had a few days of stomach cramp.
DAMN pain.
worse is my mother not home this few daes.
meaning, im all alone to bear de pain!!
haha..




-lifeisonebigfckindisappointment-




Tuesday, July 26, 2005
time: 2:04 PM
I give up.
ahahahha.
I give up on Physics.
wahahhaha.
who gives a damn bout v-t graphs?
speed n distance graph can just rot for all i care.
ahhahaha.
x)
decisions.
meant to be made quickly,
n decisively.
no second regrets.
=)




Saturday, July 23, 2005
time: 1:25 PM
super tiring day in class.
lol.
actually not really.
onli de last 3periods dan eyelids keep droopin.
ms tan scold me. ah heck.
aniwae..
played alot of bball tdy in sch.
haha fun sia.
hehehe.
ncc got bbq in de evenin.
dan i keep pesterin some frens to steal some satay for me.
im lyk hungry ghost leh..
lol.
rathr bueh paiseh la..
me cher n ty devoured dis plate of cold beehon.
de best ben could produce la.
haha.
lucky for tht measly beehon sia
if not confirm faint of hunger on de wae home.
hmm.
dno y couldn get in2 frenster leh.
sian.
sighh
i miss de jiemeis wor.
lyk veri long nvr see ALL of dem tgthr le.
at most cindy onli lo.
n dat stupid girl stil hasn lend me her h.p bk.
idiot.
humph.
shall pester her more!!
yay.
tmr sat.
means hangin out at de bball court wif cindy to..
u noe..
heh x)




Tuesday, July 19, 2005
time: 1:33 PM
decided to respond to xuelin's tag.
haha..
btw, dat save-youth-plan didn quite work out
im certified hopeless la.
wen i die, im gonna haf lotsa regrets.
shit.
hahahaha..
aniwae..
played bball tdy!
fun!
despite de slight rain..
socks were damn wet n squishy. lol.
haha..
chattin wif a loooong tym fren rite nw,
SARIN! x)
miss her alot worx.
shes tellin me stories nw..
haha.
its interestin
xP
took me 3hrs+ to type dis out.
lol.
hmm..
aftr de chat..
found out dat i seriously miss her alot sia..
haha..
nvm.
shall chat oftn.
eh no mood post le
goin off...




Sunday, July 10, 2005
time: 3:25 PM
im wasting my youth.
sighh-
i shall find constructive things to do frm nw on.
abit trying.
but i dnt wanna regret wasting all thse tym wen i look back.
basics first, shall not sleep of HALF of de day durin wkends.
secondly, shall not watch tv/go online for de othr HALF of my day.
yepp.
will be a nice start yea?
lol.
anywae..
i swear i'l nvr wait for a person more dan 20min anymore.
i'l nt b so stupid again. (part of de dun-waste-youth plan)
haha..
de ltr half of de dae was fun xD
played bball wif dua na n a bunch of pplx..
wooHooo~
cindy can be chio wor..
haha..
played til quite late.
hmm.. its more fun to play at nite cos der's no sun.
wont tire as easily..
funny..
cindy saw dis shuai ge at de court.
tkd instructor sia..
she sure noes how to choose..
haha.
'fraid shes turnin despotic. LOL.
hehe.. kiddin lar.
aniwae..
its late.
goin off..




Saturday, July 09, 2005
time: 10:47 AM
wheeee~
my blog is back to normal!
n most importantly im back to blogg! X)
haha..
live is pretty busi ehh?
havent met up wif da jiemeix for a looong tym le..
sighh
miss em
aniwae..
i finally understand how cindy always felt.
de feeling of being broke.
ahhh..
whr's my money??
cindy! xuelin!
pls find bill gates soon n start sponserin me!
i almost died of hunger in sku tdy cos i ran out of money.
wtf
lol..
latest new bah..
de basketball tournament has arrived!(since last wk i guess)
aniwae.
zhonghua C'girls won de 1st match!! x)
against queensway n de score is 54-45!
shiok eh??
lol.
ah.. my brother is back wif dinner.
byee~