3rd day into my hectic timetable.. seriously dying. classes end at 5.30pm 3times a week, the earliest is 5pm anyway. rahh.
haha anyway, went for my first ever ODAC session today. omg. i don't know whether it's cos my stamina has deteriorated like crazy or it's really a killer -.- went up a freaking 14-storey flat 3times, 4rounds around the track, loads of crunches, pushups and jumping jacks.. T.T
you'll see me waddling around like a duck tomorrow :D
hmm, should i stay on? don't really like the uniform-group style.. first time in my entire life i got pumped by some seniors la. have to say: yes senior!/ no senior! like what the hell. bleah. hmm.. ponders..
ahhhh. i hate pw! what's the whole point of it, i still don't understand. sigh. i'm not exactly the best pw partner i can say. hope i get nice pw mates (:
haha this is a very random post. i just touch and go on things that are happening/getting screwed up in my life. haha. in case the jiemeis complain again you see. BUT they have NO cause to complain anymore. cos i tried dating them out today and every single one of them rejected me! WHO ARE THE BUSY ONES NOW -.-
shall wallow in self pity for awhile here, since it is my blog. resorted to eating dinner with my brother at some downstairs coffeeshop la. how pathetic is that. oh but i must say, he has become more matured :D no longer that childish irritating pest i used to know. haha!
right. should get started on my pw already.. haha yeah can you believe it? i'm gonna do my homework! lalala. decided to turn a new leaf once more (:

and i thought my life was dull. haha! such an exciting, scandalous day today. hmm maybe i shouldn't sound so excited.

went NYNY at citylink mall with some of the jiemeis today. to celebrate dear cindy's birthday of course. despite my exceedingly lousy acting and lying skills, we did manage to surprise her. haha! heh. camwhored around for awhile, refused to leave the comfy green sofa. haha. stuffed to bits and utterly sick of NYNY food now.

anyway.. just realised how er..what word can i use, happening, the rest of the world around me is. haha. ok, i'm getting more irritated by the second by all the things that i am hearing about la. rahh. bleah.

standing there innocently inspecting all those hairline cracks that i've missed. watching the wild fire spreading rampantly.

haha. blog + google = answers
damn right it is.

crap day in school today. endured through.. 3hours plus of talks?! and lit lesson, most of which i spent doing wordsearch and sleeping. yeah. totally productive.

anyway.. went off after that to town with theresa. haha. spent 4hours plus walking around the entire marina square twice looking for cindy's present. how nice of her, since she doesn't even know cindy. haha. needless to say, we spent some time shopping our own stuff la.. haha. bought this really pretty star earrings! (: and she bought this nice shirt for 20over bucks la. what a steal. hmph. me, i have no such luck. i always end up buying the wrong thing (especially food) despite spending a looong time deciding. bought this stupid plate of fried rice with chicken for $4 la. a total waste and i regretted it. the vegetarian food was much nicer, and cheaper -.- rahh!

reached home around 8plus to meet some of the jiemeis. its been really long since i last saw dua na. haha. miss them loads. wohoo and it was bridge for 2hours straight. oh a new record was set! dua na and xuelin won the 6hearts bid la!! crazy. never so horribly trashed before. haha.

bleah but it gets rather dull after they all left. decided to learn from duck and do some bloghopping. sigh. it's depressing to read the blog entries of people from 0737 'cos i really miss them like crazy. seriously miss the pae period. all the class outings, ponnings, crappings etc. and of course, one thought leads to the next, and i thought of all the stuffs i had left behind since entering ny. all those friends from zhonghua, basketball, class.. it is neverending.

sometimes i feel that memories can be too crushing at times. all the bittersweet feelings seem so suffocating. what had seemed so important and beautiful during our happy times now feels distant and faded. i really agree with this saying read from a book, to find happiness, a man need only live in the moment, he need only live for the moment. i find that line rather true. when you are feeling happy, only that moment mattered, does anybody really think of what will happen later?

sigh such an emo ending to this post. i'm not sure what to make of it. just some er.. random thoughts. yeah.

oh before i forgot.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY! <33

i'm finally back to blogging! haha. can't believe it. it has actually been THREE months since i'm in NYJC. pae period, or so called our honeymoon period, has ended for a week or so now. ahhh, not really ready for the.. er.. marriage part. haha. how can THREE months pass by so fast, and how can there only be SEVEN MONTHS LEFT to promos!! damn shocking lar.. sigh. i can still remember blogging about my beloved class 0737, my birthday, OG9.. rahh!
all these are gone already.. now i'm actually gonna blog about this new class called 0732 -.- sigh. hope it'll be as funkie and lovely as ol' 0737 lar!
haha. anyway, level camp is starting tomorrow! hope it will be fun (:

eh the mood to blog suddenly disppeared again. haha. think i should change the skin again too.