crap day in school today. endured through.. 3hours plus of talks?! and lit lesson, most of which i spent doing wordsearch and sleeping. yeah. totally productive.

anyway.. went off after that to town with theresa. haha. spent 4hours plus walking around the entire marina square twice looking for cindy's present. how nice of her, since she doesn't even know cindy. haha. needless to say, we spent some time shopping our own stuff la.. haha. bought this really pretty star earrings! (: and she bought this nice shirt for 20over bucks la. what a steal. hmph. me, i have no such luck. i always end up buying the wrong thing (especially food) despite spending a looong time deciding. bought this stupid plate of fried rice with chicken for $4 la. a total waste and i regretted it. the vegetarian food was much nicer, and cheaper -.- rahh!

reached home around 8plus to meet some of the jiemeis. its been really long since i last saw dua na. haha. miss them loads. wohoo and it was bridge for 2hours straight. oh a new record was set! dua na and xuelin won the 6hearts bid la!! crazy. never so horribly trashed before. haha.

bleah but it gets rather dull after they all left. decided to learn from duck and do some bloghopping. sigh. it's depressing to read the blog entries of people from 0737 'cos i really miss them like crazy. seriously miss the pae period. all the class outings, ponnings, crappings etc. and of course, one thought leads to the next, and i thought of all the stuffs i had left behind since entering ny. all those friends from zhonghua, basketball, class.. it is neverending.

sometimes i feel that memories can be too crushing at times. all the bittersweet feelings seem so suffocating. what had seemed so important and beautiful during our happy times now feels distant and faded. i really agree with this saying read from a book, to find happiness, a man need only live in the moment, he need only live for the moment. i find that line rather true. when you are feeling happy, only that moment mattered, does anybody really think of what will happen later?

sigh such an emo ending to this post. i'm not sure what to make of it. just some er.. random thoughts. yeah.

oh before i forgot.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY! <33